February 15, 2017
As a Child
July 2, 2012
Unsaid Words.
taking away it's blues;
rose amongst the faded shades,
Sun amongst the darkest hues.
And the one who should've waited left,
ot wondering what was to happen now,
They were all the same,
faces of slander, wrath and brawl.

The part of me that he took away,
killed out the left one,
and all that marked its presence,
was a loud shreak of silence.
From lefts to rights,
every curve gave away it's facade;
and crushed out the feel of pain,
the left outs were just a broth of vain.
Everything went back to nothing,
and took off with the filths of wonder.
And I was left by,
within nowhere to ponder.
Context:
Test of time is something everyone goes through, those times add shades of blue to our lives. We give up to grow up and take those memories to write our memoirs of hope.
And sonner or later, we rise again either with it or without it.
June 27, 2011
Shocketry a.k.a Shocking Poetry!
I am sorry, I lied to you !
Smita
http://smitasdesk.blogspot.com/
November 20, 2009
I am your Death

August 1, 2009
Autopsy of Civilization

WARNING : VIOLENCE IS DEPICTED IN THE FOLLOWING POEM.
July 19, 2009
Pyrolized Wreck
. . . .
June 21, 2009
Execution of Consciousness

This poem is about those unfortunate individuals who were beheaded in the Middle East region over the past decade primarily because of Jihad. I think most of you have heard of these incidents through videos uploaded in different extremist websites on the Internet.
. . . .
Staring through a broken window , I saw a boy collecting shells
Holding my swollen elbow , I heard voices coming from other cells
Men wearing turbans, placed a gun a little left of my head
My ears slowly deafened, I saw a forlorn dream of escape
Then came a dark fanatic reciting hymns in Arabic
Sharpening his sword with a smile of a psychic
His eyes spoke of eternal satisfaction
Marching towards an unknown territory
I wondered was it really the end of my story
As they prepared for another execution
They tied my hands with rusted barbwire
I heard them plan and happily conspire
My head was all they ever needed
I watched my fall on a bloodshed empire
I began to understand their desire
For them I was just an half-breed defeated
Somebody hits me on the head with a cold steel bar
I screamed in agony as they burned me with a hot cigar
I got a crash course in pain
The turban head slayer came to me
Made a video tape of my offshore fury
As he shouted "This will take him to heaven"
Screaming in joy the slayer started chopping my throat
Blood started splashing as I was beheaded like a goat
In minutes my head toppled down
I watched my body lie and shiver on a blood drenched floor
My eyes began to close while the fading brain implored
Broadcasting this savage in every town
As my soul watch them upload my beheading video in mpeg format
On youtube, ogrish,al jazeera and other websites of vintage combat
I wonder who is really to blame
As Plato once said "only the dead has seen the end of war"
To witness this end , I believe I really came too far
Only truth is "kill in God's name".
. . . .
Lets hope that these killings will end one day. Thanks all.
June 18, 2009
End of daze !!

Once again I've cried
Unto the moon
there's nobody here
there's nobody near
I can't see the meaning
the life I'm leading
blinded by a light
I hate the sun now
in the distance, I hear the tune
I heard in my childhood
I've searched the eyes
I laugh under the weeping moon
I saw her shadow in the darkness
awaiting me like the night
awaits the day
standing silent
smiling at my presence
A black candle holds the only light!!

May 29, 2009
Here I come !!

Your fear,
I see it in your eyes
keeps me alive
Here I come !
your life
I'll take it away
it will end today
ripping out your insides
I'll leave you to rot
what a sick odor
Scream all you want
but you can't stop this horror !!

May 22, 2009
Ashes Of The Wake !!

days
lead to
darker nights
I am awake with
black poetry,Frozen out of time
I need a sleep ,give me the sleep,the eternal sleep !!

Tortured soul !!

a ugly demon
Don't trust my smile
Don't enjoy my touch
Don't walk my way
my teeth are like knives
my touch are like claws
my walk leads to hell
F!#k your hopeless world,
I am blacker than the black
living in agony
Tortured eternally
I am lost
My pain won't end
I have not died !!

May 20, 2009
When Will I Have My Soul Back....!

Ages seemed since the time bygone,
Ages seemed since the Tears froze,
Ages seemed since you were gone,
Ages seemed since we ceased to be US!
But my phone seemed the same again,
Your number flashed to evoke the old me again,
The name was the same, the you were the same,
But I wasn’t the same nor were you the same,
The number which always cheered me,
It froze me and it stoned me,
The voice which cheered me ,
was seemed to be mocking me,
I was lost still thinking “Why did you do this”,
without able to ask!
The memories galore across me ,
and they were still teasing me,
A year was gone since u left me,
and it’s been five years since I had known you,
But then you still haven’t left me ,
though I have ceased to exist for you for long,
When I gave you that heart I wanted it to be there forever,
My heart is still there but then you gave the place of my heart to someone,
You snatched the soul and ripped it so that no one else could ever take it,
And I see you giving your heart to someone else without a finch!
The first time I had laid my eyes on you,
You had called them deceiving and bewitching,
I kicked you for the joke which I see it as a reality today,
You made me laugh, you made smile,
You made me strong, you made me a new me,
You instilled in me all that lacked in me,
Today I feel like asking why you made me what I am,
And then I realized you did take the fees for your teachings,
The fees were just too big a price for me and a joke for you,
The fee was my heart, my soul and the inability to ever forget you!
You always bewitched me with the half told lies,
I saw it as your helplessness in love,
Today I know it was your trick to keep me with you,
It was a trick to make me go when you wanted me to go,
I believed in your love as the biggest truth,
My life revolved around you,
I forgot life was anything but you,
And then the time came when u flashed those teeth to say goodbye,
And I still saw it as your helplessness and not as the deceit,
But my life still exists and it does even without you!
I would have believed in your truths and my sacrifice all along,
Had I not been God’s favourite child,
And I realized the truth and the lies,
It hurt me beyond measures,
It hurts me still to see those years as a lie,
I still wonder what you gained,
I still wonder what u gain through the “fake friendship”,
But I still have no answers and no questions,
Just the fact that the devil’s bewitching eyes broke me!
I wanted to move ahead after the deceit,
I m trying and will till my last breath,
But the devil has made a permanent location inside,
I still spread love and I still spread smiles,
But they are unreal and unlike the real me,
I still wanted to give my love and soul to the one, the one who deserves it,
But I fail terribly every time and today I sobbed one last time,
Seeking to know…. “When will I have my soul back?”!
P.S. i have no idea why i wrote this. i wanted to write something on a Teary Wednesday and this is all i could come with. i don't know if its a prose or poem....but i couldn't re read it to make it perfect.
I wish it was fiction....would have been easier to compose it!




Tear ..

My smile turned into a tear
A Cold and Lonesome night
Cause for my tear is you
May 19, 2009
Red Rose..

You walked away swiftly,
I called you,
I Saw your tear drop ,
I would have replied "I Love You Too",
May 15, 2009
Mouthful of madness !!

scream
I lick
bottom-up
the insanity
with a tongue of the black poetry,
chaos claws my face and the darkness whispering me !!

Insane by your smell !! -3

freezing to ice
Warm sweet blood will heal me
flyin', through the dark night and the rain
pourin' down !!

Insane by your smell !! -2

for the moonrise,
My imortal soul is screamin'
of hunger ,I smell the dripping
sweet blood !!

May 14, 2009
Off I fly away

Away from you
My blood can’t quench your thirst
So now, off I fly worlds away
From you

Insane by your smell !!

Thanks Ms R for inspiring me to write this...
you miles by scent
I can smell your warm blood
I wait until dark, You can't hide
from me !!
Your blood
smells so good
Its makin' me insanly insane
A predator screams of hunger
finds you !!
