Showing posts with label Black Poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Black Poetry. Show all posts

February 15, 2017

As a Child

As a Child
Your heart is like a clay
ready to be moulded
in any way

Things that you see
Things that you perceive
Become an urfogettable memory 
Like an Imprint for-ever

As a Child
It's not on you 
To control what happens
To control how it happens
You are simply a spectator
A spectator of what and how it happens

Some get good memories
Some get bad
Some are left without memories
Some just go mad

How you will be
A portion of it lies how your childhood has been
But wha will be the future of someone
Who's childhood was never in the scene


July 2, 2012

Unsaid Words.

And the evil momentum passed by,
taking away it's blues;
rose amongst the faded shades,
Sun amongst the darkest hues.

And the one who should've waited left,
ot wondering what was to happen now,
They were all the same,
faces of slander, wrath and brawl.


The part of me that he took away,
killed out the left one,
and all that marked its presence,
was a loud shreak of silence.

From lefts to rights,
every curve gave away it's facade;
and crushed out the feel of pain,
the left outs were just a broth of vain.

Everything went back to nothing,
and took off with the filths of wonder.
And I was left by,
within nowhere to ponder.

Context:
Test of time is something everyone goes through, those times add shades of blue to our lives. We give up to grow up and take those memories to write our memoirs of hope.
And sonner or later, we rise again either with it or without it.

June 27, 2011

Shocketry a.k.a Shocking Poetry!


It’s really heartning to see that the first post by me received such great response; thank you guys! You always manage to make me feel extra special! :D
I would like to begin with a leetil sorry to Stephen. It actually skipped me that you can only post older posts on weekends. So that won’t happen again. However, this is good news for YOU guys, the readers, if you like reading my writing. You would now see one NEW post here every week especially for this place. And on the weekend, you would also be able to witness one of my older, more popular stories. That makes it atleast TWO posts from me every week! :D
Since this is a new place, I thought of doing something NEW for it. At this moment, I hereby coin a new form of poetry: SHOCKETRY! I define Shocketry as nothing but Shocking Poetry. It can always be a good shock or a bad shock. The only condition is it MUST have shock value! Your boyfriend growing horns. The school teacher turning into an octopus. Anything. Wild!


The Pumpkin’s Revenge

It was late at night
And Jack sat down
On the night before Halloween.
With knife and pumpkin on his lap
All ‘ready’, if you know what I mean!

For years together,
 Jack always made
Lanterns Big and Small
And during Halloween, Jack o’ Lanterns shone
In the houses, one and all...

So on this night
Without a fright
Jack poised his knife on top
Before the blade could make the cut
He heard a grave voice say “STOP!”

“No more lanterns!”
The pumpkin said,
“We have taken this all too long!”
And before Jack knew, the pumpkin broke
Into a pumpkin song!

The song now over,
And Jack quite frozen
The result was very strange
Jack spoke not a word, nor did any gesture
For both seemed out of range

Next morning when
the villagers came
to take their lanterns home
It seemed just like any other Halloween
The way the years had known.

“This one looks like Uncle Jack!”
A child squealed looking at his piece
The villagers giggled
and praised crafty Jack, saying
“I think we should pay his fees!”

Jack now hangs
Outside a door
With a candle in his head
And if the poem scared you bad,
Make sure you don’t wet your bed!


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I am sorry, I lied to you !


Sorry I lied ,
Lied a million times to you.
Hiding the pain and just ,
Smiling in-front of you !

You asked me,
"What's wrong?",
I wanted to scream,
"Everything",
But I lied,
"All's good".

You asked me,
"Did anything happened today?"
I lied,
"No nothing"
"Everything is fine"

You asked me,
"Are you crying?"
I lied,
"No, why would I cry"
"I am happy"

You asked me,
"How was your day?"
I wanted to tell you
All the shit that had happened that day,
But I lied,
"My day was just usual,
like everyday "

You asked me,
"What did you do the whole day?"
I wanted to cry,
Like I had been crying
That whole day,
But I lied,
"I did some home stuff and studies"

I know you knew something was wrong,
I know you knew that I was in pain,
I know you knew that I was lying,
I know you might be hurt after reading this,
But I had to lie.

Lie beacause
You were entering a new phase of your life,
Phase for which you had toiled so much.
I just had no right to snatch that happiness from you,
To deprive you of the smiles you deserved.
I didn't want to loathe you with my depression,
I just couldn't be so selfish.
Hence,
I lied.

I know you would have been there
when I  cried,
When I was depressed.
But I didn't want to
sadden you by my sorrow tales.
I wanted you to be happy,
And believe
That I was happy too.
Because
Seeing you happy,
Somewhere made me happy too !


Hence
I am confessing it today,
Right here,
In-front of you.
That
I am Sorry,
Sorry,
That I lied to you !





[ She was going through a bad time, but never did she let her friend know that, with whom she used to chat daily via text messages,  as he was shifting from her city to a metro city for his first job. ]  
Smita
http://smitasdesk.blogspot.com/

November 20, 2009

I am your Death





I am no prince that anyone would wed
I knew not life until you came along
You kickstarted my life and then you fled
And I knew not death until you were gone
Who says a guy always needs to be strong?
Even you know girl, what you did was wrong.


Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
But what about the guy who feels the same?
Heart's in pieces, the one you once adorned
And there is no one but you left to blame
The memories of you still makes me cry
The tears i shed for you wiped my soul dry.


Now I am out here lurking in the dark
You make merry coz its not gonna last
And when the time comes, you will feel the mark
The sweet smell of cold revenge is my lust
Remember me when you take your last breath
I am coming my love, I am your death.


August 1, 2009

Autopsy of Civilization




















WARNING : VIOLENCE IS DEPICTED IN THE FOLLOWING POEM.

This poem is a dedication to the scifi game and the movie 'resident evil' - where human race suffers extinction due to the sick experiments of a biotech company for the sake of profits.

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Merciless invasion deep into the crust
Bones twisted beyond imagination,
Burned bodies lying upside down
Skull deformation, this nameless extinction
Shackles of blood rusted barbwire
Tormented visions of the past echoes
A civilization burned by its own fire
Child turned slaves, mother turned whores

Defiant creature in its own miserable curse
Deriving pleasure from an undeniable apathy
Where xenophobia becomes the truest friend
Where pain speaks through a miserable telepathy
Collapse of every ideologies like grains of sand
A disgusting mutant with basic survival instincts
Where poison quenches the extreme thirst
Where nothing ever makes it a place for reasoning

Horizons beyond the horizons awaits in black
A silent wrath with a chaos of perfect demarcation
By the evening they carry the dead in the sacks
By morning another countdown for a fresh annihilation
Hollowness based economy, Deception based capital
Unholy within every sections of the paralyzed mind
Remorselessness has made the sickness immortal
Portraits of mental holocaust , artist for the blind

Insanity corporation, wizards of biochemical hazards
Unclaimed new born , ripped from the skin and torn
Into the windshield of slaughtered humanity
Picture this process for thousands years long
Without a name and face , it grows abnormally
Unaware of its origin, unaware of its quantum reality
Just a purpose of living without a purpose
Its only music is the sound of inevitability

No reason needed anymore
Severely tortured death becomes the order of the day
No conscience needed anymore
Shadows of the blanked past has painted the smiles away


July 19, 2009

Pyrolized Wreck

This poem is a dedication to all who have been in a Drug Rehab or have gone through similar drug quitting programs. And also dedicated to those who wish to quit taking drugs !

. . . .

When all paths to peace seems tormented
And a fire burns the irrelevance of my desires
From the pain, rises a verdict undoubted
Twisting control of self-belief even admires
This shameless craving for absolution
When all roads to salvation crafted with blocks
By a fence of undeniable imagination
That wonders in the delusional space of broken clocks

This fire burns inside , this inner holocaust
This fire burns my ashes , all my dying season
This fire has killed many of such thoughts
This fire burns and I live for no reason

Chasing a phantom of provoked miseries
I drill a hole deep within my numbed chest
and drench these subdued remains
On a vacuum of cataclysmic aspirations (that dies with the rest)
Such a crematory of indelible silence
Are my wounds of lifeless persuasions
Some appear blur from this burning lens
Some appear dying under moral fluctuations
But the incessant fear of life lingers
As the wild fire of purposelessness becomes pervasive
I wake up inside a grey wall with scratches from my fingers
This body dies, everytime my soul decides to live
My blood has frozen below the unjust flow
But my skin feels the burns outside
Inert replica of exact opposites below
An eternal battle for something that cannot hide

This fire burns inside, tearing everything apart
This fire burns outside,a blackened forlorn vision
This fire has killed many of such thoughts
This fire burns and I live for no reason

June 21, 2009

Execution of Consciousness
















This poem is about those unfortunate individuals who were beheaded in the Middle East region over the past decade primarily because of Jihad. I think most of you have heard of these incidents through videos uploaded in different extremist websites on the Internet.

. . . .

Staring through a broken window , I saw a boy collecting shells
Holding my swollen elbow , I heard voices coming from other cells
Men wearing turbans, placed a gun a little left of my head
My ears slowly deafened, I saw a forlorn dream of escape

Then came a dark fanatic reciting hymns in Arabic
Sharpening his sword with a smile of a psychic
His eyes spoke of eternal satisfaction

Marching towards an unknown territory
I wondered was it really the end of my story
As they prepared for another execution

They tied my hands with rusted barbwire
I heard them plan and happily conspire
My head was all they ever needed

I watched my fall on a bloodshed empire
I began to understand their desire
For them I was just an half-breed defeated

Somebody hits me on the head with a cold steel bar
I screamed in agony as they burned me with a hot cigar
I got a crash course in pain

The turban head slayer came to me
Made a video tape of my offshore fury
As he shouted "This will take him to heaven"

Screaming in joy the slayer started chopping my throat
Blood started splashing as I was beheaded like a goat
In minutes my head toppled down

I watched my body lie and shiver on a blood drenched floor
My eyes began to close while the fading brain implored
Broadcasting this savage in every town

As my soul watch them upload my beheading video in mpeg format
On youtube, ogrish,al jazeera and other websites of vintage combat
I wonder who is really to blame

As Plato once said "only the dead has seen the end of war"
To witness this end , I believe I really came too far
Only truth is "kill in God's name".

. . . .

Lets hope that these killings will end one day. Thanks all.

June 18, 2009

End of daze !!


Once again I've cried
Unto the moon
there's nobody here
there's nobody near
I can't see the meaning
the life I'm leading
blinded by a light
I hate the sun now
in the distance, I hear the tune
I heard in my childhood
I've searched the eyes
I laugh under the weeping moon
I saw her shadow in the darkness
awaiting me like the night
awaits the day
standing silent
smiling at my presence
A black candle holds the only light!!

May 29, 2009

Here I come !!


Your fear,
I see it in your eyes
keeps me alive
Here I come !
your life
I'll take it away
it will end today
ripping out your insides
I'll leave you to rot
what a sick odor
Scream all you want
but you can't stop this horror !!

May 22, 2009

Ashes Of The Wake !!


Dark
days
lead to
darker nights
I am awake with
black poetry,Frozen out of time
I need a sleep ,give me the sleep,the eternal sleep !!

Tortured soul !!



I am
a ugly demon
Don't trust my smile
Don't enjoy my touch
Don't walk my way
my teeth are like knives
my touch are like claws
my walk leads to hell
F!#k your hopeless world,
I am blacker than the black
living in agony
Tortured eternally
I am lost
My pain won't end
I have not died !!

May 20, 2009

When Will I Have My Soul Back....!


Ages seemed since the time bygone,

Ages seemed since the Tears froze,

Ages seemed since you were gone,

Ages seemed since we ceased to be US!



But my phone seemed the same again,

Your number flashed to evoke the old me again,

The name was the same, the you were the same,

But I wasn’t the same nor were you the same,

The number which always cheered me,

It froze me and it stoned me,

The voice which cheered me ,

was seemed to be mocking me,

I was lost still thinking “Why did you do this”,

without able to ask!



The memories galore across me ,

and they were still teasing me,

A year was gone since u left me,

and it’s been five years since I had known you,

But then you still haven’t left me ,

though I have ceased to exist for you for long,

When I gave you that heart I wanted it to be there forever,

My heart is still there but then you gave the place of my heart to someone,

You snatched the soul and ripped it so that no one else could ever take it,

And I see you giving your heart to someone else without a finch!



The first time I had laid my eyes on you,

You had called them deceiving and bewitching,

I kicked you for the joke which I see it as a reality today,

You made me laugh, you made smile,

You made me strong, you made me a new me,

You instilled in me all that lacked in me,

Today I feel like asking why you made me what I am,

And then I realized you did take the fees for your teachings,

The fees were just too big a price for me and a joke for you,

The fee was my heart, my soul and the inability to ever forget you!



You always bewitched me with the half told lies,

I saw it as your helplessness in love,

Today I know it was your trick to keep me with you,

It was a trick to make me go when you wanted me to go,

I believed in your love as the biggest truth,

My life revolved around you,

I forgot life was anything but you,

And then the time came when u flashed those teeth to say goodbye,

And I still saw it as your helplessness and not as the deceit,

But my life still exists and it does even without you!



I would have believed in your truths and my sacrifice all along,

Had I not been God’s favourite child,

And I realized the truth and the lies,

It hurt me beyond measures,

It hurts me still to see those years as a lie,

I still wonder what you gained,

I still wonder what u gain through the “fake friendship”,

But I still have no answers and no questions,

Just the fact that the devil’s bewitching eyes broke me!



I wanted to move ahead after the deceit,

I m trying and will till my last breath,

But the devil has made a permanent location inside,

I still spread love and I still spread smiles,

But they are unreal and unlike the real me,

I still wanted to give my love and soul to the one, the one who deserves it,

But I fail terribly every time and today I sobbed one last time,

Seeking to know…. “When will I have my soul back?”!





P.S. i have no idea why i wrote this. i wanted to write something on a Teary Wednesday and this is all i could come with. i don't know if its a prose or poem....but i couldn't re read it to make it perfect.


I wish it was fiction....would have been easier to compose it!






Tear ..


Lost in the dark world
I wait for you to come
To rescue me, and walk me home
But, you never came

My smile turned into a tear
Faith faded into air
Anguish of soul burning me inside
Dark shadows, by my side

A Cold and Lonesome night
My loneliness, i alone fight
Even in my dreams, you said goodbye
I wake up with tears in my eyes

Cause for my tear is you
I would have given some to you
If i could Turn it into a Pearl
To remind you, i was once your girl .

May 19, 2009

Red Rose..


Kneeling down on your knees,
You whispered "I Love You".

You walked away swiftly,
leaving me far behind.

I called you,
But you did not turn back.

I Saw your tear drop ,
On a red rose lying on the stone.

I would have replied "I Love You Too",
Only If I was Alive .

May 15, 2009

Mouthful of madness !!


I
scream
I lick
bottom-up
the insanity
with a tongue of the black poetry,
chaos claws my face and the darkness whispering me !!

Insane by your smell !! -3


I am
freezing to ice
Warm sweet blood will heal me
flyin', through the dark night and the rain
pourin' down !!

Insane by your smell !! -2

In response to Kajal's Dripping sweet blood


Awaitin'
for the moonrise,
My imortal soul is screamin'
of hunger ,I smell the dripping
sweet blood !!

May 14, 2009

Off I fly away

In Response to Hashan's Poem: Insane By Your Smell




I fly
Away from you
My blood can’t quench your thirst
So now, off I fly worlds away
From you

Insane by your smell !!




Thanks Ms R for inspiring me to write this...

I track
you miles by scent
I can smell your warm blood
I wait until dark, You can't hide
from me !!

Your blood
smells so good
Its makin' me insanly insane
A predator screams of hunger
finds you !!