The Curse - 1 (Love Laced Tuesday)

"The Curse" is my attempt to adapt a common story according to the theme of the day here at WL. So the flow of this series will be according to the mood of the lounge on that day. Concluding with Terror Fridays. To read the preview click here. You must read the preview before reading this part. Suggested!!
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“When I was your age, I would never be at home for more than 10 minutes. And look at you Julia. You keep yourself immersed in books. Go out with your boyfriends. Hang out. Have fun! These are the best years of your life. Why waste it on your books sweetheart?” enquired Stella.

Advising her grand daughter and sharing pages from her past with Julia were Stella’s favorite pastimes. She was quite fit and agile for her age. Nearing 85, she had all her teeth intact. Though her skin was all shriveled and wrinkled, it still had that luster and you could see glimpses of her glorious past in it. And why not, she had been a top model at a time when modeling was not seen as a decent profession. She had modeled for lingerie brands and skin lotions despite coming from a staunchly traditional family.

Stella had always been the rebel child. Opposing her parents in everything, she had left her family house at a tender age of 18 to model for one of the top lingerie brands in the market. Strangely, she would never bring up her modeling career in any of her discussions with her grand child Julia. She would change the topic that very instant. But today she was in a mood to talk. She slowly pulled out a snap from under her pillow and handed it over to Julia.




“Wow”, Julia exclaimed, “Granny….you were drop dead gorgeous. Oh my god! This is what you call an hour glass figure. Look at you. Phew. No wonder you got all the handsome men out there drooling at your feet. I would have been surprised if they hadn’t done so. Just look at you. If only I would have got 10% of your beauty. You are simply out of this world granny”

Stella was blushing like a 20 year old. It had been decades since anyone had praised her so much for her beauty. She looked straight into Julia’s eyes. “I know honey. I know. Why else would they choose me for endorsing the topmost lingerie brand in UK without experience? And I was paired against the heart throb of that time, Sensational Ste. He was a celebrity all brands were dying to lay their hands on and only we had him. And my first shoot required me to drool over him. Something I would not have minded at all. I have always had a crush on him. It was like a dream come true for me. The very fact that the shoot came out so good was that I felt every single emotion that came out in the pictures. I had never met Sensational Ste. But the moment I was standing before his close up hoarding, I was drawn towards him. It was love at first sight. Sometimes you feel that connect. You feel that you are made for this someone you have never met and in all probability will never meet. Sometimes you love without conditions and inhibitions. Sometimes you love without any logic. That was happened with me at the location of my first shoot. I had seen Sensational Ste a million times on television. But today was different. I was standing before his giant sized portrait. I could feel a magnetic pull towards him. His eyes, though hidden by his dark goggles, somehow were sucking me towards him. I fell in love. I fell for the Sensational Ste. Crazy. But true. And today, it is the 50th anniversary of that date. The day when I fell in love”

Julia glanced at the photograph once again. Sensational Ste had everything in him to be the superstar that he was. The looks, the charms and the style. He had everything that mattered. Her thoughts were suddenly interrupted by her granny.

Stella’s lips were trembling when she spoke. “That love was cursed Julia. Our love was cursed”. With these words she started weeping inconsolably.

MaGiC - ( Called loved )

MaGiC - ( Called loved )

He woke up, very early in the morning and rushed towards the door leaving a bye note , clipping his belt and buttoning his shirt. He wore his socks in his car and drove it fast. It was cold though it was just start of October, with October something flash in his mind and his ears heard a voice;

You forgotten my birthday.. I reminded

you since start of October

and then you say you married me

because you love me

He looked around but found no one, carefully he parked his car and hurried off in the building in front. As entered the gate he saw Ken waiting for him dressed in a formal suit.

' Hey ! ' Ken came closer and hugged his friend with a noticeable feel of sympathy and concern
' Hey ! I hope I am not late..' He said while hugging.
' No no its very fine.. the meeting is postponed but where you were as I tried your number but nobody answered. You weren't at home? Or were you? ' He avoided his glance
' I was at Catherine's place ' He said in slow voice.
' The blond girl friend of yours? ' Ken asked him giving him a nasty look
' No she was Sally , she is new, met her at the down bar hall, she is a red head ' He gave her description.
' You were with your new girl friend when your own house was set on fire. Man! I don't understand you, you know Mandy is right you are ridiculous at time. I don't understand how one can be so careless and carefree that a night before his marriage life will be finished he is spending night with his new girl friend. Amazingly pathetic ! ' Ken said in low voice but with a disgrace in his tone.
' Oh common man. After me and Mandy are aparted I have to be with these girl only no? so what should I be doing a night before my marriage life ends . Should I have been drunk and cry, no reason for that sorry. Be pratical man common I think we are getting late ' He headed towards the stair case..

Manderith's name was call out just after 30 min of desperate wait. As she entered the room she saw him, his breath taking looks. He was still so handsome, she wiped of a tear that was ready to leave its place in her eyes. He cleared her throat and settle down beside him. She placed down her bag down right beside her right leg and put her tremble hand on her lap. She felt fatigued even though she came here with a friend who drove. Magistrate after 30 minutes of settlements gave them 30 min for reconsideration as they both were unwilling to consider their decision. Both of them were now sitting in a waiting room with their friends. Sara sat beside her best friend and pat her back as Mandy was in deep silence. Ken gave Eden a thought full look and sat on the last chair next to the door.

' Mandy let me grasp water I will be back in a minute ' Sara left and few minutes later Ken said
' Eden I need to call someone important and no proper signals are available I will be back shortly ' They both left to provide them some privacy though they were unaware of how big their egos were grown by now.

Eden hesitate in the silence awaken as they both left the room he give his better half a look who was sitting resting her head placed with wall, her eyes closed. He just noticed how pale she was looking, where her freshness disappeared? Was it because he left her? he cough just for her attention and she opened her eyes, there eyes were locked for a moment but then she broke the fortification herself and looked away from the only window of the room.

' Are you OK? ' Finally he asked
' Yeah.. why? She said in low tone which was certainly not her style.
' Just like that.. actually you looked little pale.. whats wrong ' He had concerned in his voice
' I am fine .. Thank you just work load.. over time ' She said while closing her eyes again.
' Oh.. right ' He said thoughtfully

The silence was again waken by both of them as they both beseem themselves with it only, drown in silence they both didn't even realized only five minutes now they had of their breaking up relation. Ken and Sara entered the room and the silence was gone.

' Lets go.. Time is up.. ' Sara give her hand and she stand up holding her hand.
' Lets go mate ' Ken said while placing his hand on Eden's shoulder
' yeah ' He slowly said and they headed towards the door

Magistrate gave them papers to sign and he forward it to Manderith, She with trembling hand bent down tears right from her eyes fallen down on paper making it wet and he viewed this scene from a little distance, something punched him from inside. A feel of guiltiness raise and he even trying over look but the emotions was strong and it grasp his heart. Mandy gave the paper to Magistrate and hurried off, leaving the room without noticing someones is running after her. She run down the stair case and finally reaching the parking area she felt giddy and before she could fallen down she was restore in two strong arms.. She rolled her eyes and saw Eden holding her from her waist

' You know running after you reminds me our first meeting, you still are a good runner.' He said
in lower voice looking in her eyes.
' I.. ' She said but she left her sentence in middle as her tongue was hashed up and her tears told him everything as they roll down her face, he bent his head still looking her green eyes and kissed her face drinking her tears. He made her stand and she cried badly which made him feel worse without being aware of what his own intentions he curled her in his arms and hugged her as if she is the most valuable thing of his life and he feared losing her. She hugged him back though tears were still in her eyes and she was still crying. They didn't notice how long they hold each other embrace each other but they got parted when Mandy pushed him and remembered that few moments before they were ending there married life ,on his decision. She turned when he hold her wrist and turned her towarda his face and said;

' You know Mandy! why I ran after you? Because while you were signing the paper I remember the lines once you told me you like alot. I remember it words when you your tears fallen down the paper making wet and I whispered to myself is it important to lose someone to feel his/her importance , to know that you love the other one. I asked myself if I will be able to live without the girl who changed my life, the girl who compromised with defects of mine and accepted me as whole and you know Mandy the answer was NO ' He said in his deep low voice which took her heart away and she was obviously with out any other question, she was convinced and as a result she hugged him rolling her hands at his back whispering ' I Love You ' .

After few minutes when they ended all there massive misunderstanding they saw Ken and Sara in front of them. Both had a bright broad smile on their faces. They came closer and said;

' You know what Eden your better half is much more sharper then you ' Ken started taking conversation to a lighter mode.
' How? ' Eden said
' She didn't signed the paper with her own signature see what she signed ' Ken showed him paper and he saw I LOVE YOU instead of Manderith Len written, he looked Mandy who looked a little puzzled, he gave her a smile with tears in his eyes, he hugged her furiously holding her from back ( who could imagine Eden Len crying for a girl.. this is what called LOVE no? )

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Someone's love story

Let me tell you a love story today. What I am about to tell you is absolutely true, the fact that I am stressing on this is that it may seem untrue at times. But, life is weird we must agree.

Some time back when I just finished college I got talking with a very old school friend of mine. She was very sweet , I thought so , further, I was excited at the prospect of our first meeting. I concocted some weird story about luggage and got my train ticket through Delhi. First time in four years I changed my route to home. But, in love you do many things for the first time.

I landed in Delhi and her sweet voice echoed in my ear. She insisted we meet at her house first. I was ok with anything just a little scared to meet her parents. And as me and my chaddi buddy rode from Noida to Kausambhi in a tattered scooter and ill fitting helmets, I felt the air amusingly inviting and head lighter than normal.

She lived on the 12th floor, and I took stairs to make a more permanent mark in memory. And, wow, when I saw her beaming face I forgot my own name. I won't get any mushier here. Love at first sight, of course it happens ,like a thunderstruck man i followed her into her house. We sat and talked of old memories, I was laughing unnecessarily now that I think of it but she seemed to like it so I didn't stop.

And that was the start of my own sweet love story. I never turned back , I did everything a good understanding boyfriend would do for her sweetheart and even more. That 'boyfriend' part I assumed unknowingly, blind to the fact that realities could be grossly different. So was life, happy, I visited her sometimes and I called her always and that was good.

As magically as this romance had started it started to fade away. I tried to hold on, I tried to fight, I tried everything. Ah! a fool I was because in the matters of the heart there is no trying, only things happen and they don't. And they didn't.

Last month I got a call from her. She is getting engaged to some family friend's rich son, rich son of a bitch. She says life goes on, you must move on too. I said the love was mine, let it be so.

Love Laced Tuesday....

"You are once again late," Jane said to Jack.
"Late for what,"Jack said.
It was not the first time that Jack was behaving like this.Jack was a brand manager in a famous Telecom company.His name was associated with almost all successful company offerings.He was the mastermind behind the various creative work . On contrast,Jane was an amateur writer and a poetess.She loved writing poems and she wanted to be a fame icon one day.She wrote articles that impressed people.Their love story was a bit different.They both met in a bookshop in Bordeax.They befriended and finally they met their soulmates in them.
Few days later he proposed her in the same bookshop by offering her a novel written by Jeffrey Archer.He asked her to read the poem that he'd written for her.He never boasted ,he was a creative person and was modest.He never considered himself as a poet although he would write few beautiful lines.
She was impressed and accept him as a part of her life. Their life changed drastically.They enjoyed their life as much as they could.Soon they got married and lived happily for a while.Tensions and problems are integral part of life.They are not invited but they themselves get attached to our life depending on certain circumstances. Life is like a pool of water where our prime objective is to swim and survive. Life is all about the good and bad times.It is not always overshadowed by the sorrows and it not imbued with happiness forever.Jack and Jane were living life without any fear.They didn't had any fear of life or nothing would bother them in their life. Hectic work schedules and work pressure would keep Jack busy most of the time.His company was going through the dark phase of economic recession.He was on the verge of getting a pink slip as most of his peers were fired out of the company for no reason.He could not balance the happiness and sorrows in his life.The see saw of his life just coudn't balance the factors.He hardly spoke to his wife.He behaved like a stranger to his wife.Today was their 2nd marriage anniversary.
"Umm!!you forgot !, "Jane winked.
"Ahh!," he said and soon handed over the flower bouqet to his wife.
"I thought of giving you a surprise ,"he said.
He handed over the letter to Jane.He was hired by a famous organisation for his creative brain.
"Yippie! we are flying to US,"he said.
Jane was the happiest woman on earth.Jack's face displayed a gamut of emotions.He could not control his happiness.It took ages for Jane to witness this smile and she was glad.

He held her firmly and kissed her.
"God!! this reminds me of our first date ,umm!!," she said .
"Ahh,lets go there,"he said.
"We are going out," he added.
"Are we?,"she was perplexed.
"But,its too late,and it will take time for me to get dressed," she winked.
"you ladies,"he smiled.
Soon after 1 hour they both left .It was a special day for them. The night sky smiled as they both head for a candle light dinner.

Red Rose..

Kneeling down on your knees,

You whispered "I Love You".

You walked away swiftly,

leaving me far behind.

I called you,

But you did not turn back.

I Saw your tear drop ,

On a red rose lying on the stone.

I would have replied "I Love You Too",

Only If I was Alive .

Tainted Love - IV

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TAINTED LOVE - IV

Kevin Loughlin right in front of her. A simper on his face..

' Yeah ? ' Sam inquired him off..
' Actually Sam, that's your pen you forgotten on the table only .. I even tried to call your name out but you were too busy with Adam Steve so I thought its better to give you after your conversation in person only ' Kevin explain his act of calling her from behind..
' Oh ! Yes Thanks Kevin ' Sam said and beckon Sheila to move on who was standing at the other side of the car
' Thank you Kevin but we better get going .. you know getting late.. ' She apologized and sat in the car..

As Sheila started driving, Sam tuned on the radio which played a slow number by Plain White T's. She quickly changed the channel and after a long search she turned it off.

' Whats wrong Sam ? ' Sheila had to ask this question as Sam was looking anguished.
' No.. nothing its just I am thinking about something ' Sam was trembled..
' You are thinking about something like Kevin ? ' Sheila tried to divert her friends little, pissed off mind.
' Obviously not .. why would I ? ' Sam said.. and then without giving Sheila a chance she continued..
' I mean why would I ? .. there is no point in thinking about that guy named as Kevin Loughlin OK OK I know he is very cute, handsome, intelligent and above all he really seems to be caring towards me but all this is zilch for me ' Sam said with ' no more on it ' tone.
' Oh so you were thinking about that bloody idiot ' Sheila bitterly said
' Yeah.. I was thinking about him only...' She said with expression of drowned in her own thoughts..

After dropping Sam home, Sheila quickly drove to the church side for picking up those two who have been waiting for long period of time. Adam and Albert invited her for there practice session so she offered them to for a ride..

' God! What took you so long ' Albert asked..
' Ah ! nothing actually right after you guys left the college Kevin came and started chatting with Sam so got late because of that ' She said while glaring Adam's face
' Who Kevin? Kevin Mark? ' He suddenly got alert but he continued showing his famous indifference nature
' No ! he is Kevin Loughlin from Economic department ' Sheila answered while controlling her smile.
' What he has to do with Sam? and why the hell she even talked to him? what was the so bloody need of such formality? ' Adam suddenly sounded like a possessive lover.
' Well.. What I can say? Its her life .. cant tell her whom to talk with ..' Sheila aerate the anger of Adam as she was happy to his love for her best friends in his tone..
' Common guys ! We better get going ' Albert said avoiding both of them, sounding as if nothing happened.

Sheila with two boys went to the practice session and settled herself on a chair in setting area. She really enjoyed what just happened and she wanted to share this fact but she couldn't as she want them together and a simple gossip was definitely was not enough. She knew how much she was involved in guy named as ADAM STEVE, best foot ball player in their college, love of so many girls and dream and life of Sam Maccery. She was deep in thoughts not recognizing since how long her cell-phone was beeping. Albert and Adam came towards her with smiles on their faces talking loud about practice match. They sat beside her when Adam's voice brought her back to the real world.

' Hey guys.. When you got back..?' She asked with a bashfulness of not watching a single stroke of them
' Just now and you know what? both of us are selected as team. Although Adam's presence was obvious but i will be playing as left winger. Isn't it great ? ' Albert was in his own assiduity. Sheila hugged him
' Congratulations darling ... i am so happy for you and this calls for a party no? '
' Yeah sure ! ' Albert kissed her.
' Lets party at Canzell's. What say? Invite all the buddies of yours ' Adam got excited too.
' Sure .. And yes Sheila do invite Sam after all its all because of her i am able to have you back in my life..' He embrace Sheila, who was looking to Adam who was seems to be uncomfortable with this news..
' But Adam.. ' Sheila was about to say just then only they were interrupted by Kevin Loughlin
' Excuse me ! ' Sheila raised her brows while other two gazed him..
' Coach announced a party for the team members and their friends at the main stream tomorrow at 8:00 p.s ' With a quick finish he left them..
' Is he the same Loughlin ' Adam asked Sheila
' Yeah .. but the good thing is now we will be spending no money and will be partying even ' Sheila was thrilled and so was Albert as being a student it was quite expensive to finance a party on your own. But Adam was lost in something else..

Adam head was banging as he didn't wanted Sam to be there in the party but he had no choice as he knew if he said this loud no body will ever understand why he is saying so. Why he don't want her in the party was yet a a mystery to him even..

' Al ... Sheila ..' Both of them look Adam as he called their name loud..
' Guys! I don't want Sam there.. please err. I mean don't take me wrong but atleast this time I want her around in party she will make me.. uncomfortable.. Can we go to the party without her..' He completed his words slowly
' Add! Sam will and if you don't feel like partying with her.. being around you surely can avoid coming it not her fault that you feel uncomfortable while she is around .. she always have been with us in our celebration .. if you have problem you better..' his tongue was hashed up as he look to what Adam and Sheila were staring and to there surprise right in front of them it was..

To Be Continued..

-illusiOn~

P.S( I will end the story soon um sorry if you get bore by this)

Paradox

Anniversary time. 3rd one to be precise. Memories galore. Glum faces. Memories of ultimate knot tie up. Dreams gone sour. Love lost. Wrecked heart. Ironies in miniscule actions of the day. That was a day of being in the limelight, today is the day being in solitude and reclusion, isolation and loneliness. Emptiness in the heart, anguish and anger on what went wrong. When dreams break, they hurt. And when your soul mate goes away, it kills your soul. Unfortunately there is no therapy or exchange offer for soul.

Silhouettes of days gone by, shadows of walking the road together, vows taken together, promises made to be with each other and then finding that all of them make no sense at all. You just live with the memories of the touch, the gentle kiss, that makes your day when things were good. Memories of everything, the proceedings, the vows and the rituals. The celebrations, the leg pulling and of course the moments of togetherness which are stolen with precision and come in rarity.

Songs wrecking the feeble heart, you live the date and the day with virtually going back to the clock 3 years back. Play the movie that defined your relationship, those movies and songs watched together in a cold evening clad in quilt in bed or cuddling corner seats of multiplex. The drives, the leaning of shoulder on the bike, the morning, evening, night calls, the enquiries if you had breakfast, lunch and dinner when away on work. Throwing back to each other’s arms when seeing each other after hours, dining together, making a tea together and then cleaning together.

Making sacrifices out of choices just to see the tiny little pony tailed girl happy. Calling her Teddy though she is full grown up 25 year old girl. Shunning chicken pizzas for Spicy Indian veg pizzas as token of love.

Watching those movies once you dismiss as rubbish and then going through again and again cos they reflect your story of life. Something which you have gone through. Songs, memoirs, places, movies, cards, restaurants, buses, bikes, apartments, dresses, she, me, quilt, TV, soul, heart, existence, life, dreams, heart, pain, silhouettes, vows, woes, separation, rituals, celebrations, allegations, hate, alvida, definitely, obviously, jaan, J, Teddy.

Life couldn’t have more paradox than this. Talking this on a day of anniversary. Anniversary of something very surreal and beautiful like the dew drops and tiny drop of water on the glowing face. Life for you!!!

First Meeting!

It was their first meeting since they started loving each other...

Date: January 6th 2007
Location: Her Room in her home!
Time: 12 .14pm

He is sitting on her bed...

She is standing by the room door...

Him: Hey come... Sit here (shows the place beside him on the bed)

Her: No... I won’t... I am shy

Him: Don’t be shy plzz... I am your Boy friend, who is going to marry you in few months... Not anyone else...

Her: *Blushing* No... plzz.. I’ll juz stand here.

Him: Ok... Atleast give me your hand... I want to feel it...

Her: Hey... Don’t talk like this... (Warning him by showing her finger)

Him: *Keeps his face like a sad puppy* Ok no need... tell me something...

Her: *Comes near and Sits beside him*

Him: *Laughs closing his mouth with his hand*

Her: *Pulls his ear* I know about you... Rascal!

Him: *Winks at her*... I know about you too, naughty girl!

Her: I love you sooooo much you know... I can never live a life without you... *one drop of tear falls on her right cheek*

Him: Oi, why u crying??!?!! I know you love me sooo much and so am I... You are my life... You are the one, I think of all the time... Plzz na.. Don't cry dii..

Her: *Holds his hand tightly*

Him: *Lifts her hand and kiss it*

Her: *Blushes with Shyness*

Him: Can I give you a kiss??

Her: Oh plzzz... Stop these...

Him: Plzzzzzz…plzzzzzz...

Her: *Stands up from the bed*

Him: *Holds her hand* Hey, where you going?? Ok Ok... At least kiss my mobile phone...

Her: Are you crazy?? , Stupid!

Him: Yeah if I ask you to kiss me, you are moving away... So atleast kiss my mobile phone.

Her: Ok... Wait ah * Takes the phone from his hand and Looks at the phone && looks at him*

Him: *Looking at the phone also… eagerly*

Her: *Kisses him on his cheek*

Him: *Shocked* * Looks at her and Raise his eyebrows*

Her: *Blushes and looks down at the floor*

P.S. How is it???? :P

Cupid's Lunatics..

Mortals have only one love story...

For love has only one story...

Our story...

I met her...I loved her...

Madly in love...Deliriously in love...

Cupid chose us lunatics to stage his play...

Kisses , caresses , desire , intimacy , passion ....

We owned it all...

Her tender frame , drawn-out moonless hair , feverish love...

My own personal brand of heroin...

We were wrapped up in our own little love bubble...

No longer I cared , whether it was day or night...

No longer I dreamed , No longer we existed...

We breathed in our unique private paradise...

And then she died...

How..?? I don't know...

Lying in my arms...

Smiling her way to heaven...

I'm searching for the path to my guillotine....

P.S -  Good..??   Loved a line from Twilight...Couldn't match it..so stole it...Poetic license... :-) Pls don't mind...

SHADES OF LOVE - 2 ( I MISS HER WHILE READING THIS PAGE)

While
I
read these
beautiful
lines dip in love...
I feel you right here lying on my shoulder...
lines dwell in love have found sense from the moment I saw you

THANKS FOR MAKING ME REALIZE WHAT ONE FEELS WHEN ONE IS IN LOVE!

Where ever you are...
whatever you do
I am here thinking of you!
may you get all that you desire
success reaches you whenever you aspire!
When I see you there erupts a flame
and I burn from the heat of that fire!!

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- PULKIT TIWARI
(POETIC CRIES ON INTERPERSONAL EXPRESSIONS)

I am near you

He : Stop crying please... Dnt lose hope..
She (wiping her tears off) : Ok.. i won't cry anymore.

After a silence of 2 min,during which she stopped crying while he waited patiently.

She : You can hang up now.. i know you have nothing else to say.I will manage well.
He : no,Even if i dnt speak, i feel near you this way.I dnt wanna leave you alone.

And she started crying again.

She : I now know you really love me... even from 1000 miles apart.

Innocent love...

"Can i have the pencil?" she asked him with a puppy dog look on her face.

"Hmm...Okie!" he replied smilingly.

"Thanks so much!" she returned the smile.

Later that afternoon when she was walking back home some boys from her class came and stopped her.

"Give us that lolipop you have in your bag. We saw your mom giving it to you in the morning." They bullied her.

"No, i will not give you what will you do?" she said bravely.

"We will pull it from you." they said and were heading to pull her bag.

"Stop it you guys!" he said. The same guy whom had lent her a pencil in the morning.

"Why should we?" they asked.

"Because my parents are on the way to pick me up. I'll tell them and they'll shout at you." he said smiling.

"Okie..." they all ran away.

"Thanks so much. It was my favorite flavor lolipop." she said.

"Welcome!" he said

"I love you so much for it!" she said and ran away blushing

"What she loves me?" he said puzzled!

My First Crush

She was the most beautiful angel in the whole of my block. I am restricting it to my block because my movements at that time were restricted within our block. The farthest I could go was to the gate of our society where the watchman would throw a questioning glance at me and promptly turn my bicycle around, without batting an eyelid. He would also roll his eyes to scare the living daylights out of me. "Dobara gate se baahar jaane ka try kiya to kaan pakadke aapke mama ke paas le jaaunga". This was enough for me to double my speed and dash back towards home. I did not like shackles. My freedom was being curtaliled. I was all alone in this world of nasty and burly watchmens and big gates.

The ice cream shop at the corner was where I would sit for minutes and weep, licking away my cone till the last drop would melt in my mouth. I would sit there after buying my cone of chocolate delight with the coins mom would put in my pocket every morning without fail. She would smile and wink at me after handing me these coins. That was how I learnt that money can buy you all joys in this world, but not the joys I craved for. How could I tell her that I did not want her pocket money? All I wanted was to go out and earn. Earn and buy things for her and my dad. I was big enough. I wanted to explore this world. I wanted to break free. I was alone.

It was 23rd March, which was like any other day till that moment. That day is special for me because that was when I first saw this angel. And that's where i gave her the title of "The most beautiful girl in my block". Following my daily routine like a ritual, I sat there at the ice cream shop licking my cone. These were the moments where I would lose myself in the taste of the icecream. I would not trade off that cone of mine for all the money in the world. I was enjoying every bit of it. That was when I saw her walk in. Wearing a pink night suit , she had this charm about her which could turn the busiest of heads. Her chubby cheeks were the most rosy ones that I had ever seen. She was an epitome of cuteness. I always had this thing for tall girls of my society. Though she was much shorter than I was, she still had my attention. She had put me in a state of trance. The way she had tucked her hair to her back in a ponytail and the way it swayed with her every step made me fall for her. I had lost my heart there and then.

That was when I did it. Unknowingly. I still remember it vividly as if it were yesterday. The memory is engraved in my soul. I crushed the cone i held. That was my first crush! I have been crushed a numerous times after that. :-) :-)

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JOY OF MY HEART...!!!

Wow...Love Laced Tuesdays....so every tuesday the best blogger family is going to celebrate "LOVE"....so sweet day it would be...!!! Writing about Love and how can you ever forget me?? hey dont worry....I am still single and not committed atleast....I am just in love ith my Dream Boy..!!! My Land Of Dreams was the only place till now where I dreamt of him...so from now on..every Tuesday i will be here with my family, but yes, still thinking of him..!!! I wish i find him soon..!!! Here goes my first write up at my second home..!!!

As the sun rises, as the rays touch me
the dawn of my love breaks into light
The warmth of your thought
Refreshes my senses, my heart

As I walk alone along the woods
I wish to see you amidst the green world
As I hear the sweetest songs of the little birds
I wish they tell me where you are

The cool breeze turns hot
but I find you not
But still I am happy
Living in my dreams

I LOVE you not today
I LOVE you not tomorow
But dear, I LOVE YOU forever
For your love is joy of my heart

L.O.V.E

Lonely when I feel,
Over things beyond my reach
Very thought of you near me,
Envelops me,its YOU i feel within.

a dedication to a very strong girl ....LOVE AND ITS SHADES - 1

Inspired by my last 1 hour at G-talk....

Always a dilemma of good or bad
promises the heavens of cheers
and leaves one in a phase so sad!

It is a betrayal for those who trust!
It is a never ending pain for those who fell!
It is a loneliness that never fades away!
The agony that comes and stay!

TRY NOT FALLING IN LOVE!

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[READ THESE LINES SOMEWHERE]

HOW TRUE THESE ARE...

"Nobody understands love," the writer admits. "It seems to be Universal. Timeless. Yet, it's also very individual, filtered by our own lives and expectations. I don't understand love, and can't understand love, because it's a different thing for each of us."

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Now coming to the point ......

I noticed a tear drop
trying to trace its path...
wish to wipe it off...
and also wipe the so many others
that wets your pillow!

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(ALSO BLOGS @ - POETIC CRIES OF INTERPERSONAL EXPRESSIONS)

Visionary Sensation..

I see us dreaming

Dreaming an intricate dream

Dream of a naive heart

Heart which knows no boundaries

                               

 Boundaries that entrap the flight

Flight of our dear reverie   

Reverie which gives us hope

Hope that everything is feasible

 

Feasible I know is our love

Love which holds us together                                               

Together we prevail over impediments

Impediments that may keep us apart

 

Apart we are sure we can’t stay

Stay embracing each other everlastingly

Everlastingly we will hold ourselves

Ourselves in this eternal thread

                         

Thread that ties our souls

Souls fused into one another

Another world it would be darling

Darling, where we can be distant.

I want to thank Leo for inspiring me to write in this format of loop Poetry..:)