December 3, 2016

|| शरारत ||

कद ६ फुट 
सीना ५६ इंच
उम्र २६ साल ९५ दिन

इसको  छेड़ दूँ
उसको  छेड़ दूँ
पूरी दुनियां छेड़ दूँ  ।

आँखों में शरारत
दिल में बेचैनी
दिमाग सोच में
क्या कैसे किसको कब छेड़ू !

हर समय चलता एक विचार
किसको बनाऊ अगला शिकार
कौन है मेरा सानी यहाँ
एक ही हुआ है मुझसा यहाँ !

सबको हँसाने का है ज़िम्मा मेरा
सच बोलके या झूठ
कौन करे इसकी परवाह ।

कोई हँसता
और कोई रुठ जाता
कोशिश में इसकी
कभी कभी हू मैं  हार जाता ।

पर कोशिश नहीं छूटेगी
एक दिन ये दुनिया याद करेगी
वो जो हँसाता भी था
और साथ में मारता भी था ।

October 19, 2016

Till death do us part !

I hear your cries
Yes, I do
I see the pain and suffering
It makes me restless to see you faint like this

But I won't let you die!
I am gonna be there for you
For you have been my sole friend in this lone journey of sad life

You let me by myself
with no fear of being ignored, misjudged and ill-treated
So how can I let you die alone

You are gonna revive!

That's a promise.
Till death do us part !

September 17, 2016

It's been a long time...

Its been a long time, friends. My heart aches to see this place in such a state. The place that once used to be a breeding ground for talented bloggers seems shredded into pieces. Today morning, I had thought about the good times we all had here. Its true that we can't travel back to those days. But yeah, I had not seen such a fate for this place. One thing is sure that we all have moved on! That's the best part.But this place will remain as a memory, best memory for all of us. We all stayed together, learned together and wrote together in this very place. I am hopeful that this place will see the light of the day soon for it doesn't deserves such a treatment! So many memories stroll across my minds when I hit the url of this blog. Wow! down the memory lane!

We all were young then and now we have bloomed into professional. Some of us got married and some even have a kid. SO nice to hear all this!

Take care guys!

March 4, 2015

There is so much more

There is so much more to me than what I allow most folks to see. I shall keep this part of me hidden for I have learned that it is unlovable. Can I really become what they want me to be? Why is the world so harsh? Things that you say to mask the truth, to appear to be in control. You force yourself to use words that you don't mean, that you don't feel, hiding away your soul. Is that even living. Mere existing it is and surviving if you are the fittest. 

Out of all the things I live for or I believe I m living for, i don't even know what’s worth living. Ironic. Some things rank higher than other yet priorities change with every other day, whether set intentionally or not. 

We all run after lot of things career, money, relationships, good health and happiness. Still everything revolves around happiness, we chase all the things so as to find happiness. The question is does happiness find us after we give it all to the things we expect to get us some. Us creatures are never content, always wanting more, better; is more ever enough? Best always changes.  And happiness never exist except for the temporary moments   and days of   joy that do not last because it isn't even happiness. Happiness is no feeling; it should be the state of consciousness. Being happy and staying happy needs a lot of work (at least for me) and it took a whole chunk of my life to understand what it takes, not the career, not the bestest of health, neither a good relationship with your parents, siblings or your significant other.  But being true to yourself, not doing what you don't like, not being with who you don't want to be with, having no conflict with yourself, no lying, no cheating, no judging, letting go, no extreme attachments and loving yourself & people around you. Spread love. Is it that hard? Only six million things to remember. I guess we can do it.

January 11, 2015

Hey Loungers

Hey there! What's up