January 31, 2010

i met Him when i died

Just want to share an experience,,dunno how u guys will react,,dunno if u ll believe or not.. here i go..

I used to be an atheist, a big full time.Never believed in the word 'GOD'. Always ready to debate in the first place, always ready to prove there s nothing like any supernatural powers.Used to make fun of people when they say * 'God is one'. --But there are like uncountable Godesses, God s a player eh?
*God is everywhere - Then how can It be 'one'..anyways then it might be there in aloo(potato), then you boil God ,mash god, mix it with some other Gods (flour, salt, pepper ,oil etc..) , and eat the samosa (indirecctly god)--  Yummy God!! ahha!! 
Let it be..my list went on.. ( feel sorry for the above statements)
Just to let you people know.. I have asthma..I have had very acute asthma attacks since i dont bother to remember.The sudden frequent attacks would occur anytime anywhere, in school, school bus , home,while sleeping ,while eating.. no timing..It used to be bad though..(m much much better now). As it is said 'everything happens for reason' so proved my story..
It was around 1 am when i woke up coughing..in seconds i was running out of breath..my inhaler never works on me.. in minutes i was in hospital ..oxygen, injections,nebulizers.. no effect..more injections, more nebs more medicines..nothing worked..I couldnt lie down ,trying to hold on to single breath ..Hanging between life and death wished someone kill me or save me..struggling with air for more than an hour .. on spur of moment i was calm ..i was still, in peace like i never had experienced,,
I actually saw that white light..bright so intense yet soothing..I knew what it was.My whole life flashed before my eyes ..from  just before my birth till then..it was just perfect..
doctors said my pulse went into rest for some moments.. did i actually die?? i dunno what pulled me back..m here now.. The intersting thing is i could actually hear my mom reciting some prayers in her mind sitting outside the ICU.
Yess i believe in God..i felt him..i touched Him..i was in Him..HE IS IN ME..
p.s. i kno the reaction tat would come but plz try to control 'WTf!!' :S

January 27, 2010

Sona

It was 5 am. One of the busiest docks in Mumbai, Bhaucha Dhakka was already up and running. No one knows how long has this port followed the same routine. The rush starts at the Dockyard station where hundreds alight from distant suburbs. You could see them running across the foot over bridge every morning, men and women of all sizes rushing about their daily business. Daily wage labourers, fishermen and fisherwomen rush to board the shuttle service BEST no. 41, waiting at the end of the overbridge, that takes them to the Dhakka as the locals call it.

The dock itself smells of all things dank and deep. Fresh and dried fish being traded everywhere, some newspaper vendors and the quaint snack shops complete the picture. A place with an ancient routine and yet some newness everyday. The old wooden benches seemed to have stories of conversations of ages ago. Every part of the dock, a piece of history itself.

It was in this ancient place that Bhola had set up a brand new tea stall. He was one of the many enterprising North Indian migrants in the city, trying to make a place for themselves in the city of dreams. Everyday the hustle and bustle reminded him just how much he loved to be a part of this city that never slept. He had just finished attending to two deck hands of one of the many catamarans that ferried people when Sona jumped onto the table at the stall. Sona was one of the many cats loitering at the dock. Apart from stealing fish from the many baskets kept at the dock, Sona loved to lap up the milk that Bhola offered her everyday. She had been a weak kitten when she had walked in one rainy day. Bhola had taken pity on her and had fed her hot milk and since then it had become a daily routine. In a friendless city, Bhola and Sona were what each of them had for themselves.

But today was the day when this delicate friendship was set to change forever. As Bhola was stroking Sona, he heard a voice calling out. ‘Suniye, do chai dijiye.’ Bhola turned to find two college students standing at his stall. The owner of the voice, a beautiful looking young girl. The freshness of her face seemed odd at this run down dock. A sense of it all being unreal descended on Bhola. ‘Do chai bola’, her voice shook him out of his thoughts. The girl was looking slightly irritated at his lackadaisical attitude. Bhola quickly got back to work and gave the girls the tea. Sona seemed to be whimpering loudly in the backdrop and the girls threw a dirty look at the cat and then an accusing glance at Bhola for letting dirty animals into the stall as they left. ‘Safai ka dhyaan bhi nahin rakhte yahaan ke log’, the girl muttered as she left.

That brief exchange changed something within Bhola. Try as he might he couldn’t get the girl out of his head for the rest of the day. At night as he fell asleep in his little slum room, he wondered if he would see her again. It was strange for him to feel infatuated so soon.

The next day was business as usual at the Dhakka. The same sea of humanity going about their work. For Bhola though it was a different day. It was a day filled with anticipation for him. Would she come again? He was serving tea as usual but his mind was restless. Well it didn’t seem as she would come, but Sona was there right on time. As the cat settled herself on the table as usual, Bhola felt a mild irritation for the first time. He really looked at the smudges of dirt on the table her paws were leaving, the greyish brown fur and the slight smell that emanated from the cat. ‘Maybe the girls were right. I should discourage this cat from coming here’, he said to himself. He poured Sona an extra hot saucer of milk today. The cat whined slightly with the first lick, but instead of going away, she just settled herself for the milk to cool a bit and continue feeding herself. This irritated Bhola a little more. Just as his irritation was mounting he heard that voice again. His heart almost jumped with joy.

The girls were there again. Seemed that they came from some village near Rewas and had taken admission in a Mumbai college. The girls lacked the finesse of the South Mumbai college girls, but made up for it with the freshness of their faces. Bhola could not help but stare at this girl, but like every infatuated man, he would look away if she looked in his direction.

Soon it became a routine. Bhola would give the girls their morning tea and would spend the rest of the day mooning over the girl who he had by now gathered was called Deepa. Deepa would come each day with her friend and Bhola started connecting every good thing happening in his life with her. His tea stall seemed to be getting more popular and he felt it was all because he started his day looking at her beautiful face. But one thing that bothered him was Sona. The more he started liking Deepa, the more he wanted to banish the dirty cat from his stall. Invariably Sona would end up coming to the shop at the same time as Deepa. This irritated him no end. He tried hot milk, putting some salt in the milk everything that would irritate the cat, but she seemed to be somehow tied to his shop and wouldn’t leave.

His nights now were full of two thoughts. How to get closer to Deepa and how to get rid of the cat. One day though it seemed that his wish was granted. Deepa finally spoke to him. Though it was just a casual chat about how the weather was turning slightly chilly and how his tea was a life saver in this weather, it was all Bhola needed to feel over the moon. He started thinking Deepa liked him too. This pleased him but even that day while leaving the girls threw a dirty look at the cat. He shooed Sona away as he smiled sheepishly at the departing girls.

From that day onwards he started giving Deepa and her friend something free with the chai, a toffee, a piece of cake and when the girls asked he said that it was because they were his loyal customers. The weather was getting cooler and though Mumbai didn’t really have a winter, early mornings could be quite chilly. Sona seemed to spend more time at the stall trying to get some warmth from the heat of the burning stove. Bhola was no really losing it with the cat. Her presence was like some bad omen to him. If on some day he had a fight with some customer or someone commented on something lacking in his shop, he blamed it all on the cat’s unlucky presence. Deepa and her friend continued to frequent the shop and one day while he was shooing away the cat she told him, ‘Why don’t you get a stick tomorrow and beat her away? The cat is really a nuisance.’ You know I had never thought of this, thanks for the suggestion’, Bhola replied.

The next day when Sona pounced on the table, Bhola was ready he took out a stick and beat the cat and chased her away. Sona squealed and whimpered and ran away. It was a very cold day and the cat really seemed to have needed the hot milk, but Bhola was determined that he would not let the cat spoil the cleanliness of his shop. She could get the milk from somewhere else. The cat had received enough blows from his stick. When Bhola returned he was greeted with the smiling faces of Deepa and her friend who had seen him chasing away the cat. ‘Good you did that’, she said. ‘Anything for my loyal customers,’ Bhola replied with a smile. Deepa’s affirmation wiped away the remaining guilt of sending the cat to fend for herself on such a cold, damp day.

After the girls left, Bhola realised that one of the customers had left a bag at his shop. He seemed to have gone in the direction of the bus stop. Conscientious as he was Bhola asked the newspaper vendor who sat near his stall to look after it while he rushed to the bus stop to find the customer. He finally found him waiting for the bus. The man thanked him profusely for returning the bag. Bhola declined the offer of being paid for his honesty and was going back to his shop when he heard a familiar giggle. ‘That tea boy is really smitten with you Deepa, he does anything for you’, the friend was saying. Bhola stopped in his tracks, he wanted to hear what Deepa would say to that. He was standing slightly far away and the girls had not yet noticed him. Deepa was giggling, ‘Yeah I noticed that the first day itself, the way he was looking at me. I just felt like playing along. He looked like such an idiotic infatuated puppy. And look don’t we get freebies everyday from him. I am sure someday if we have some problem at the dock, he will come running to help. I don’t want to be mean, but you cant help but string along such fools’ she laughed as she walked away.

Bhola’s ears were ringing as he returned to his stall. It was like someone had just taken out his heart and squeezed it of all the blood. The disillusionment was terrible. ‘And it was for her that you beat up that poor creature?’ His guilty head asked him constantly. He shut his shop and went about looking for the cat, but she was nowhere to be found. Disheartened he went home early that evening, but couldn’t sleep a wink. The next day he was up early and reached the dock to his stall. He kept on looking out for the cat but couldn’t find her. Just then the newspaper vendor came to set up his stall. He looked at Bhola and said, ‘That cat wont trouble you anymore. I just saw her bloody body on the curb of the road. They say she was run over by a car sometime ago. A dead cat, not a good omen to see early in the morning on your way to work.’ Tears were Bhola’s only reply.

January 19, 2010

WTF!! but lol :P

January 16, 2010

Burning Dreams

I still hear thy unspoken words

Weaving memories seems futile

Who took away our moments of bliss

No where to go, loneliness creeps


Pain magnifies in intensity

The promise repeated to my self

To keep smiling to the world ahead

The eyes remain mute to my burning heart

Memories of past revived

Quivering lips remembering those words of love

They lie as a secret buried in my heart

The cause unknown and effect unseen

Partner in life and death no more

Close yet so far from reach


The gaze still follows you tonight

Eyes pinched by the broken glasses of past

The pain nowhere seen in your eyes

Sad yet happy, an emotional turmoil

I left behind your world

But still it hawks my existence,

Churning the pieces of broken heart

Stabbed with promises in past


Your unspoken words

My unheard heart beat

Your betrayal

And yet my heart dreams

Those very futile dreams.

PS: Inspired by the song Tune Jo Na Kaha...from the movie New York...

PPS: I am sorry guys....I am cming back to WL after like seems ages....Sorry Sorry really Sorry....This time promisse will be regular...luv u all...n welcoming all the new members whom i missed the chance to meet...

..broken wings..


..I sat on the window with the broken wings..
..with pieces of shattered dreams in hands..
..my tears drenched my soul..
.. and my failure broke me whole..
..like a looser I sat on the window with the broken wings..
..I saw the sun smiling..
..I saw the birds creeping..
..I saw the flowers blooming,I saw the people roaming..
..no one looked at me with the broken wings in my hands..
..I looked at seventh sky from where I fall..
..so high above I reached and fall..
..I am all broke will I reach there again..
..A drop fall from my eye on my hand..
..smiled at me,"You already know how to reach there again"
..I opened my broken wings to give a last try..
..it pained a lot and it hurt a lot..
..wings opened in the vast sky..
..inhaled the air of hope..flapped higher..
..and I was flying again I was smiling again..
..I always knew how to reach there..
..then why I feared just because I fall..
..then why I felt I couldn't fly again..
..I turned back to look at the window..
..where now laid broken pieces of my fear...
..now I am no more scared of my broken wings..
..I can fly high with my hope with my faith..
..I can fly high even with my broken wings..
..even with my broken wings..

January 15, 2010

Me a part of Thee


i am a laughter out of cry
i am a truth out of lie
i am joy , i am spark
from the sorrow from the dark,
i am sublime, i am immense,
m supreme, infinite
m forever m the light.
i am clear i am pure,
out of rust and out of stain.
from those dead cold ashes i am life again


January 14, 2010

Neend

The Girl at the middle of the night:
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yeh dil bichhernay ka gham bhulaaye to neend aaye
zehan say tera khayaal jaye to neend aaye
meri seenay mein yaadon ki roshni hai
humaray andar bhi raat chaaye to neend aaye
najanay kyun ho rehi hai tanhaiyon say dehshat
jo aaj sab chaand doob jaaye to neend aaye
thakan say din ki meri badan toot ta hai
woh raat ko aa ker sulaaye to neend aaye
main aakhrii saans ko sambhalay huay khari hun
koi usay aaj sab bhulaaye to neend aaye
humein humaray udaas baaloon mein
woh phair ker ungliyaan sulaaye to neend aaye


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The Boy, somewhere far from her:
=============================================


kaash aysa ho, ke mujhe tu yaad kare
aur meri yaad tujhe sone naa de,
ek dusre ki bahon me bitayein hue wo haseen lamhe
tujhe yaad aye, aur sone naa de.

kaash aysa ho, ke main tujhe yaad ayun
har ahat pe tujhe lage ke main hun yehin kahin
har dhadkan se tujhe mere hone ka ahsaas ho
aur wo ehsaas tujhe saari raat, sone na de.

tere ankhon me base hue hain, jo mere khwab
tu unko palkon taq aane kyon nahi deti,
tere dil me mujhse milne ki hai jo junoon
tu use haqikat me badalne kyon nahi deti?

kyon nahi kehti ke tujhe bhi mujhse pyar hai?
kyon nahi kehti ke ye duriyaan tujhe bhi tadpati hain,
bilakti, sulaghti hogi tu bhi mere judaai me
apne aap ko mujhme samane kyon nahi deti?

kaash aysa ho, ke tu yaad kare wo haseen pal
jo humne saath guzare the, ankhon ankhon me
wo din jo jhilmilaye the kabhi apne saath
wo raatein jo humne bitaye the, baaton baaton me.

kaash aysa ho, ke mujhe tu yaad kare
aur meri yaad se teri ankhen bhar ayein
bhari ankhein ho jaaye bojhal humari sapno se
aur tu soye. jaagna na pade tujhko aur raaton me...
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Well, the above two poems are written by two different people. The first half is written by one of my colleagues - Shruthi. And the response from the boy was done by me. The thoughts put in while composing the two pieces were very different from each other and the poets never knew each other's thoughts. I am happy that the poems could be linked together. And I'm sure, you have had a good time reading them...




January 13, 2010

Of Building Bridges


I only have myself to blame. I got so busy pursuing my own charms that I forgot about life. I made promises that I didn’t even try keeping. How can I ask her to promise me happiness again? It doesn’t matter now that I feel sorry for not being there, when she needed me. By what right do tell her that I am in need now?

I couldn’t go on without knowing if he even needed me. Did it matter to him anymore? He didn’t see the world like we saw it before. Maybe he learnt to see through eyes that I didn’t have. I tried to learn until I was tired. God knows I tried.

I feel tired too, of constantly being in pursuit of happiness. Happiness was here all along. Like bright sunshine in the house while I was lost among the woods. I find my way back home to find the sky cloudy, the room empty and my heart quiet and dull. Such is the irony of life.

I didn’t know if he would ever come back. I had to move on. He didn’t say a word when I said goodbye. He wasn’t even angry. I strained my ear to listen to him call out, ready to turn around. He never did. Or maybe the river between us was too wide for me to notice.

I let a lot of water flow before I thought of building the bridge across the river. She even lent me a rope but I didn’t take it. I waited for her to build it while I sat on the island. Now I don’t even know if I’ll find her on the other side.
--
I also write @ The world round me

January 12, 2010

Twisted Care II

continued from FL post

He turned white in a while.She touched his bleeding heart and laid her head on his frozen chest.Tears spilled out of her eyes and her colds lips whispered,'I loved you,Dad'.
Eyes still staring at the dagger,she took out the phone and dialed,'Cop,I killed my dad'.

I am renting my heart again.....


I am renting my heart again
somebody reside without complain

scars of past are carved beneath
pangs of grief is under wreath
smile has withered away in the corner
life is still sad like a mourner

I am renting my heart again
somebody reside without complain

darkness is awake inside my room
future seems like a bloody doom
hope is dead within these rifts
deep inside me fury drifts

I am renting my heart again
somebody reside without complain

wake me up from this endless sleep
hold me back from this great steep
accept me as I am torn and broke
mend my wounds with caressing stroke

I am renting my heart again
somebody reside without complain

seal me inside your soul forever
shield me so that I am not hurt ever
knock on my heart as breeze of dove
just pay rent of unconditional love

I am renting my heart again
somebody reside without complain

Twisted Care






'Dad....where are you?'


He didn't hear her voice calling him. He was too far. She followed the footprints in the snow.


He turned and saw her shivering.
'My love, its too cold. You should stay inside'


He pulled her towards him to make her feel warm. Smiling she plunged the dagger into his chest.




P.S|Look at the total blog posts in January! Pathetic condition folks.
chain posts people! i want someone to continue it. 

January 11, 2010

Birthday Blast Artz and Arun



 



Far away in North,
A gal lies awake..
the clock strikes midnight
She rushes to cut the cake.


Somewhere in the South,
A dude can't sleep
Coz when the clock strikes 12
His age by one will leap :)


The chick, the hottie, the NYX
Oh she's known by many
But for me, she's PENGUIN
the gal with the BlackBerry :)


While the doc, the Cupid's Lunatic
from the classroom he tweets....
He blogs...and bowls us over
When his funny bone and mush meets


Today, many many years ago
When angels crisscrossed the stars
Two of them visited the Earth
And decided to live among us...


THOUGH i am sure one's a Devil :)
Yet they are the Lounge's Siblings
AARTHI and ARUN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you
May the Gods fulfill your dreams..




Wishing you a many many happy returns of the day guys



January 10, 2010

Leftovers





I’m picking up the pieces,
confused between ink and blood.
I’m told not to speculate.
Categorically some spaces can be filled,
if you try hard enough.
I’m dusting a couple of unmeasured words,
and a defeaning silence untouched.
I’m corroding all the dusty stories,
that you will never tell.
I’m waiting for a “maybe later”
knowing it will never come.
I’m folding all the memories pleated.
They were only momentary
but I like to exaggerate.
At least my thoughts are elastic.
You leave like always.
I don’t want you to, like always.
But I never really had a say in it.
All I wanted was to show you the moon in my palm.
I am now picking up the leftovers.


- The Lover @ Soul Intoxicated

January 8, 2010

why men are never depressed

Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time.
Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase.. You can open all your own jars. You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness. If someone forgets to invite you, he or she can still be your friend.
Your underwear is $8.95 for a three-pack. Three pairs of shoes are more than enough. You almost never have strap problems in public. You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes. Everything on your face stays its original color. The same hairstyle lasts for years, maybe decades. You only have to shave your face and neck.
You can play with toys all your life. One wallet and one pair of shoes -- one color for all seasons. You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look. You can 'do' your nails with a pocket knife. You have freedom of choice concerning growing a mustache.
No wonder men are happier!

Dead Poet





He once wrote of love and of passion,
of happiness and of faith.
And they walked into his life
like his words upon a page.
His poetry held the right meanings.
There was no need for caution,
  as he never imagined her to be a mere wraith.
The grasp of fantasy was rife.
He didn’t expect it would assuage.
His poetry spoke of no ends, just beginnings.


But the pages burned as his love departed
and slowly the meanings changed.
He now wrote of hurt and of pain.
He wandered in the dark, lost.
His poetry spilled tears of loss.
He changed the way his poetry started,
He wrote of lovers estranged,
of tears and of rain,
and of the many ways to accost.
His poetry had words in chaos.


He realised he had made a mistake
and tried to write his story.
He wrote the first line
but his love was reluctant
to be stripped naked to the world.
Persuasion only gave him a heartache
and he had never been more sorry.
He decided to consign
all that his words had meant
to a parade of love’s mockery unfurled.


He never wrote of love again,
gave up on hopes of a promise
and the dependence on his heart.
His poetry held no meaning anymore,
even the ones of love belied. 
He no more let himself be in pain,
something in him had gone amiss,
as if he was this way from the start.
He made sure words would no longer pour
and quietly, the poet in him died.


- The Lover @ Soul Intoxicated

January 7, 2010

Walk On

I had travelled long and far to reach these highlands over many a nights. After a night’s rest and as the much awaited morning approaches, I lay in the dim twilight on the soft grass surrounded by total silence. The dawn was upon the highlands as I strode to the nearby loch for a splash of cool water on to my face. I rose up and stood tall, setting my gaze over the edge towards the high skies awaiting the first mild rays of the sun.

The cold air around starts to warm up slowly and the light breaks through to cast a weak shine on the still waters. The warmth proves to be an illusion as a thick fog rolls in and the air gets moist with that usual morning drizzle. I rest over a ledge to take in the freshness and the scent of the air around me.

A distant noise breaks the silence and the sound waves seem to get closer by the minute. It’s a familiar sound of someone walking gently with soft footsteps. As the sounds get too close for that person to be near me, I felt a hand touch my shoulder; a gentle touch of love. All my life I had travelled to reach this place and to be with her; I’m home but only in my dreams.

And so the journey, in my real life, heads into another night after a day of interesting travel. See you at daybreak.

Hello family

First of all my sincere apologies for whatever happened.TWL was created by Asbah,Sandeep and me 2 years ago with a hope that this will be a place ,a common platform for like minded people.And yes thats the same reason behind creating this community. We have had several good writers in this place and this is what really makes us proud and happy. I agree this is a family of writers and we 98 odd live together in this paradise as a family group of people. Tiff and fights are a part and parcel of a family. I never knew some one would make it public .Never mind this is not the time to discuss such things .Its a new year and I bet new year shouldn't start with a sad note. Lets clear off all the shades of all those things happened last year and start a new season,a new year at the Lounge. It was at its peak during March to May.Numerous posts were written almost every month.But its sad that people have stopped visiting here. Its a sincere request to all members to keep this place active. Remember that this is a family and if you want to keep your family alive,its just in your hands. As a responsible member of this blogging group, lets take an oath that we would keep this place active. My thanks to all regular and old members Artz,Arun,Nush,Rashmi,Abhra,Prats ,Meow,Arjun,Chirag,Shraddha,Amity Me,Arv and to all the new comers .I invite all the new comers in TWL on behalf of Sandeep and Asbah. Guess what ? Ste is back ,so is Sandeep and Asbah will be soon. So lets make it big. Thanks a lot for the lounge reformation post and I can assure that Vinay will be back soon.

Love you all,

we read.we write. we lounge.

January 6, 2010

Hulla Bol..!!



I wonder what all the Mumbaikars, who have lost their loved ones or near and dear ones in this recent terrorist attacks that befell Mumbai, feel when they see Ajmal Kasab and his on going trail. I mean lets face it, Kasab is right now the most safest man in India. Even though jailed and all.
And I don't understand why, government of India bothers with him. Extracting information about a killer I guess is unnecessary. he is'nt going to talk and he is going to come up with every new stories his lawyer can think off.
I think we should enforce capital punishment and just hang him to death. Or even better gas him.

I am sure people, who seek justice, are enraged that its almost been a year and Kasab is like a celebrity occupying the front page from time to time. Its time we wake up and give the justice that people deserve..!

Don't you think its time we do something about this? I mean I know, easier sad than done. But don't you think its time we toss that cliched line away and do something? It time we wake up and demand the justice we so ardently seek.

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January 5, 2010

TWL - Reformation!

A big hello to TWL Family!

As an Admin of this prestigious blog, and a member since December '08,  it really gives me a lot of pain to see The Writers Lounge in a state that it is today. This was the family we proudly called our second home. We encouraged our fellow writers to write even better, we celebrated special days, we laughed together and we cried together. But what I personally feel is that nothing is the same anymore.


A lot of people are new to this gang. Some of them were here since Day One and some of them joined us with time. This prestigious blog was started off by Asbah, Sandeep and Ste on 16.07.2008. From that very day, this journey began and it witnessed many people coming together and moving ahead in this journey.


It is quite heart-breaking to see certain disturbing activities like Politics, Monopoly etc. going on in the Lounge. A few weeks back, our founder Sandeep was ousted from the Lounge. No matter what personal grudges we hold against someone, it is certainly a very disturbing act when we delete him/her from the Lounge. It is my sincere request to each one of you to voice your opinion on this. Would you be very happy with anyone who deletes you from the Lounge on account of any personal grudge?


Sandeep, someone whom we fondly address as the 'Co-Founder' of the Lounge was DELETED from this place. He had nurtured this baby (The Writers Lounge) as much as any other founder did. Did any one raise a question - WHY? Folks, we are here as a family and not as slaves to someone. We do not have to necessarily agree with someone just because he is a Co-Founder of this Lounge. Believe me, this Lounge was created with a vision...it was visualized as an open platform where anyone can demand anything...can post anything....everyone is the owner here.


Secondly, Leo deleted himself from the Lounge since the changing face of the Lounge was disturbing him much. A lot of Admins are not active here, the reason for which has already been expressed.

I, as an Admin of this elite group blog, take the responsibility in my hands to bring about a serious change in this Lounge. I am thinking about the possibility of re-forming the Admin panel, incorporating new changes and your suggestions are welcome in this regard.


I would request each one of you to seriously consider the measures that we all can take to bring about a change in the Lounge and by the change I mean a POSITIVE one.


Thanks and  big group hug to all,


NYX!

January 4, 2010

Increase Twitter Followers


Doing a research on Social Media scene, a question struck me. Is Twitter only for renowned persons who have got a good fan base? This question came to me because on 3rd January another Indian celebrity joined it and by the mid-day of 4th January his followers increased to more than 2000. So now his voice is heard by more than 2000 persons and counting... The celebrity is none other than Sharukh Khan!
Some might argue that given the popularity of Sharukh Khan, that is expected. But can anyone guide me that what will happen to any ordinary netizen who wants to use twitter and reach as many persons as he can? Not only twitter; it is just an example; what about the enormous amount of blog doing rounds on the internet? Regular posting is the right medicine prescribed by almost 90% of net doctors but is that helping you?
I wonder where this social media scene is heading towards. Do pour in your comments.
For the twitter users, here I am providing a list of users who will follow you back when you follow them, thus increasing your followers.  If you are a Twitter user, you probably know that having more followers doesn’t always equal better results.  In fact, in order to spread your influence in the Twitterverse, it is important to get followers who already have tons of followers themselves.  With this purpose, I have made this list as per the information from few other blogs..
So start following the Following twitter users and let them follow you!


5 ✮✮✮Astronautics✮✮✮ http://twitter.com/SpaceAstro




Nostalgia...


I still remember the day when I first stepped into the college as a freshman... The day I first attended the class... The day the seniors got hold of me... The day I first attended my “personality development program”... The day when I met my first friend... The day I was first questioned for not being attentive in the class… The day I first jumped over the college wall... The day I first bunked my class… The day I had the first cup of coffee from the college canteen… The day I got scolding from the professor for not doing my assignment... The day I scored the highest in an internal exam for the first (& also the last) time… The day I got the smile and look from the one I loved… The days I spent dreaming about my love… The day I sat in the exam hall without knowing a single word of what to write... The day when I got my first results…

The day I suddenly became a sophomore… The day when I got a great gang of friends… The day I first attended the labs… The day I was thrown out of the class…The days we had fun with the professors… The days we first worked for Inspire… The nights we spent putting up posters publicizing Inspire… The day I was caught sleeping in the class … The day I got birthday bumps for the 1st time… The day we fought with the teachers for marks… The day we bid farewell to our most respected and loved teacher… The days we spent chatting and chatting… The day I heard that the one I loved, was getting engaged to someone else… The sleepless nights I spent thinking about my fate… The nights I spent crying over someone whom I had lost forever…

The day I attended my 1st class as a junior… The days we spent sleeping and the nights chatting… The days we ruled the last benches… The day we learnt that being on the other side of the class (read, being a teacher) was really tough… The day I started enjoying lectures for the 1st time… The day I started admiring our faculty for the sole reason of their sheer dedication and knowledge… The days we became really close to our professors… The day we celebrated our professor’s birthday in the class with so much fanfare and joy… The day when one of our faculty took her last class with us… The days we bunked classes stating some reason and the teacher simply gave a smile… The nights I spent coding for the minor project… The day I got a job…

And here I am now… Finally a senior… Just one more semester to go… Or rather, just one more semester of fun and enjoyment… Soon I will be enjoying my last Inspire… Soon I will be playing my last match in the college… Soon I will be taking my last photographs with friends… Soon I will be missing all my loving teachers… Soon I will be filling friends’ slam books… Soon I will be appearing for my last exams… Soon I will be walking down the corridors of the college for the very last time…


Just the thought of all these, bring tears to my eyes… Soon everything is going to be over… It seems just like yesterday, that I joined the college… Everything seems to be moving at lightning speed now… No matter what I say or do, I can never really return the favors I got from my teachers, friends and everyone who has touched my heart…

These really are the best days of my life...

January 3, 2010

Broken




I did not make a mess of myself,
just for the sake of drama.
I did it to facilitate my survival.
It makes no sense to anyone
as to how I lived the way I did.
But why would I want this?
The reality is such that I cannot comprehend myself.
It is broken now, if not from the start.


Why should I be in need of you?
When I have abandoned myself,
what can I possibly expect
from your vixen psyche
except to push me off the cliffs
or to stomp on my fingers as I grab the edge?
It was broken in heaven, if not in hell.


Yet another cordon of irony in my way,
every tribulation was crafted by you
and convoluted by your spite.
After every stumble, every fall,
I heard your incessant laughs.
You try your best to make it unbearable,
to make my nightmares come alive -
apparitions of affliction, messages of pretense.
It was broken for better, if not for worse.


Your façade sucked me in,
while you became the instrument of Karma.
What goes around comes around sharper
piercing through my chest when I least expect it.
I’m still whole, yet a mere shadow,
with no existence of my own,
zilch without the light.
It was broken in joy, if not in sorrow.


Call me callous if it satisfies your pride,
calm your nerves with my defeat,
but I wouldn’t change a single thing.
I’d rather go through every ordeal a million times more,
before I give up the luxury of my last smirk.
The only stain on my conscience
is the fact that I actually loved you.
It broke swiftly, if not painfully slowly.


At the end of things,
before I dissolve into oblivion,
you rejoice and celebrate on the eve of my downfall;
but in vain, all in vain.
It is my victory, satiation for what’s left of my soul.
I did this to myself.
Now go and gouge your eyes out.
I’ll console myself for an eternity with this one thought.
You did not break my heart; I let you break it.
It broke for the last time.


- The Lover @ Soul Intoxicated