"Sigh Of a Mother's Heart"

Floating through this stillness so deafening,

I feel an irrepressible twinge,

The night walks through me burly,

Not for a moment I could blink.

 

Reminiscences of the moments passed,

Make my eyes sad and teary,

Holding my hand you grew so much,

But now everything seems scary.

 

 

The time when I held you first,

I felt blessed with an angel so bright,

A thirst in me got quenched,

And everything else went out of sight.

 

 

You didn’t had words to explicate,

Still your meanings were implicit,

You couldn’t walk unaccompanied,

And my support was requisite.

 

 

We weaved dreams together,

Every step of you was planned,

If you had to seek me around,

Just beside you, I would always stand.

 

I gave you wings,

You flew in the sky,

But now its time,

That you come by.

 

 

My hopes have vanished,

My vision is now blurred,

I am lost and lonely,

I need to be heard.

 

 

I know you have a lot to do,

You have your own world to look after,

Still I ask for you now,

As its only you I can seek hereafter.

 

 P.S.-- I have already posted this at my blog so if the Amin consider it to be a Re-post, they can delete it. I posted it here as it went well with the mood of the day.

Visionary Sensation..

I see us dreaming

Dreaming an intricate dream

Dream of a naive heart

Heart which knows no boundaries

                               

 Boundaries that entrap the flight

Flight of our dear reverie   

Reverie which gives us hope

Hope that everything is feasible

 

Feasible I know is our love

Love which holds us together                                               

Together we prevail over impediments

Impediments that may keep us apart

 

Apart we are sure we can’t stay

Stay embracing each other everlastingly

Everlastingly we will hold ourselves

Ourselves in this eternal thread

                         

Thread that ties our souls

Souls fused into one another

Another world it would be darling

Darling, where we can be distant.

I want to thank Leo for inspiring me to write in this format of loop Poetry..:)

 

Charzz-- Queen Of Contradiction..

Name-- Charu Sharma

 Here by the name Charzz..

A Delhite by nature and Spirit. I am a Bachelor in English Literature. Currently trying hard to make it into a Mass communication Institute and also learning Spanish. 

I call myself "Queen of Contradiction" for the way I am.

 

I love to be with people yet I dont like crowds...
I love to talk yet I have a patient ear....
I love to roam around yet my home is my heaven.....
I am a bit cranky yet I am stable.....
I am extremely straight forward yet I try not to hurt anyone.....
I am emotinally charged yet I know the practicalities of life...

I have a high nose yet I don't mind bending reasonably....

I am very lazy yet I hate it wen I dont hve nythn to do....
I am an open book yet its not easy to understand the real me....
I am too patient yet i can get restless very soon...

 

These contradictions and alot more make me the kind of person I am.

I was introduced to WL by one of the founders and instantly I happened to like this place. Although I am not too close to anyone at WL yet (the reason is offcourse ME and my inability to be here often) but I am really proud to be amongst a group of such Intellectually stimulated and talented bunch of people.

                                                                 

I write at two blogs--

 

One-- chaarzforyou.blogspot.com-- It was my first blog which largely reflects the personal side of me.

 

Second-- charu-notepad.blospot.com-- I recently started it to write about things which matter to me or happen around me.

 

I write for the simple reason that I LOVE TO WRITE.. I makes me happy and also gives me a sense of achievement which I don't get from anything else.

 

I love to be here..:)

Will Try to be here alot often and take up as many challenges as I can..:)

 

Love you all

Charzz

 

Back to WL..

Its been long I had been missing from WL..Almost a month i Guess..
And It seems I ahve missed on alot..To my surprise the lounge seems to have changed alot.. The whole look..Content.. And offcourse some activley new people..
But I am happy to be back for sure..
Would catch up more often now..
Cheers..
Charzz..!!!!

Pleading "NOT GUILTY"

Pre-Script..A girl is being raped by her Father and She kills him. She kills him inspite of the fact that he was her father. But did he deserved anything better??
She is now being trailed in the court of law as a Murderer..This poem reflects her angst towards him and her pain.
This is partially inspired from three real life incidents that have occurred one in U.S. and two in India recently.

Time is running against the clock

Here I stand in the dock.

Eyes piercing me with questions galore,

I witness a startling furor.

They scour my face for a probable cause.

And marvel at how callous I was.

To have slew the one who brought me to earth,

And bring reproach to my own birth.

But do they know it was not homicide?

Oh! He was a beast in a human’s hide.

If he was behind my geniture in this world,

Why did he acted like a curse’s herald.

I cried, I wailed, I suffered every night,

For me, even to breathe was a fight.

His covetous body, my spirit so pure,

With his lustful venom my adolescence he tore.

He racked my soul, He ailed my flesh,

With his sins so harrowing, my vehemence he enmeshed.

It was me, yes it was me,

I had all the cogent reason to be.

CROSS POSTED AT MY BLOG-- charu-notepad.blogspot.com

Will You Marry Me..

Wind was moving at a tranquilizing pace..
I could sense its softening embrace..
Looked at you from the distance far..
Loved the way you sizzled under stars..

You gave me a smile that ripped me apart..
Our love seemed eternal under the moonlit sky.
. "Unveil the mystic countenance you have guy"

My heart pounded at a rapid pace..
And I felt your magic from toe to face..
Reverie of the moments spent together..
Returned to me from the start and..
Your mesmerizing touch allayed my heart..

Moving on my knees I took your hand in mine..
Easing my breath I said "Marry ME and Forever be mine"

Cross Posted at www.chaarzforyou.blogspot.com

LETS TALK

Let me hold you in my arms and
Ease the pain of your heart.
The tears from your
Sparkling wet eyes and your trembles

Touch me and hit me hard and
Agony is what that captures me, So
LETS TALK this out now my love to
Keep you away from hurt and dismay.

This is my First Attempt for this style of Poetry...:)

Sorry....

Didn’t even said you loved me,

And you hung up the phone,

I was so unlike you my love,

Guess that’s the way anger was shown.

You ran away from me,

For I said some silly things,

But baby I didn’t mean them,

They didn’t carry any meaning.

Still I know you were hurt,

And a promise is the only cure I have,

I will watch my words from next time,

This time if you could just forgive.

You own me, you have me,

I am your dazed stupid doll,

My smile belongs to you honey,

I love only you—above all.

I know I can’t undo,

Words which hit you hard,

I don’t know what else to say tonight,

I am sorry could only be the last said word