Left alone..

Returning back giving fire to his best friend,Arav just turned him into ashes.He was crying as he was missing every moment spent with him.Walking towards his mother passing by mourning people;he realised that he lost only his best friend but everyone around lost much more than that,specially his mom.


P.S My first try at 55 fiction.Really apprehensive of people liking it.Drop in your comments guys..!!

Missing you..

To the love of my life..

A n a N y A

Standing at the window,
Looking at the rain,
My heart's beating fast,
I'm going insane..

Closing my eyes,
Watching you smile,
I wink at you,
I jump like a child..

Touching the orchids,
I feel your hand,
I'm flying in love,
I see no land..

The fragrance you wear,
Makes me mad,
Lightens my mood,
When i'm sad..

Your gorgeous smile,
Your soft touch,
Your sweet fragrance,
I miss them so much..

I can't stay away,
I want to be near,
With you in my heart,
There's nothing I fear..

Killing the distance,
To you I want to run,
The fire of love,
Will burn the sun..

Close to you,
I'll hug you tight,
I'm not sleepy,
I'll look at you all night..

The most lovely moment,
What a night,what a life,
It's going to be real lovely,
With you as my wife..

Missing you baby..
I love you the most..;-)..

A call to the Lucifer..

A call to the Lucifer...

Death was approaching near,
I still had no fear...
I wanted to get in the molten state,
But to my bad luck,the Lucifer got late...

I wanted to end up my life,
With this intention i took a knife..
I tore my wrist and saw my blood,
And soon I got surrounded by a red flood...

I was about to die,
I laid down and looked at the sky...
I went near and hugged my fate,
But to my bad luck,the Lucifer got late...

I survived yet again,
To bear all the pain...
I licked the diamond in my ring,
And waited for the devils to sing...

This time The Lucifer arrived,
And told me why i always survived...
He said,"U know why i am always late?"
Coz your name is certainly not on my slate...

I have no right to take u to hell,
Cause' you still have many good deeds to smell...
You have a very powerful and heavy soul,
Cause' for you humanity was always a goal...

I realised I still had many years to spare,
Of love, affection and atmost care...
I looked up and showed him The Middle Finger,
He went away With his eyes submerged in hunger..

The tides are still high..

Pic Source : Hey that's me..!!


To the love of my life..

A n a N y a

There's magic around and the tides are high,
Our love is powerful;it's touching the sky..
There is a force in the waves from our heart,
Love is flowing from us right from the start..

It's been long and old since i found my princess;I found you,
But how do i tell you that the feelings are still fresh and new..
How do i tell you that you're still the one i love and will be forever,
Love from my heart;affection from my blood will go away never..

I still get a smile on my face when someone says your name,
I still want just you;I want no money no fame..
I still get shivers down my spine when you say you're mine,
It still twinkle up my eyes;it still makes my heart chime..

I wanna be your prince charming from the very first day,
That wish made me crazy;that wish made me say..
Say those eternal pure words which are meant only for thee,
I've so much love in my heart;I wish it was visible;I wish you could see..

Things may get worse,things may get bad,
Don't be upset for a moment,Don't be sad..
Don't think all those songs were a lie which i made for you and sang,
Because your prince charming hasn't died he'll be back with a bang..

You're my baby,you're my girl;you're the one i love the most,
The tides are still high,they are not on the coast..
Close your eyes and hold me steady and tight..
Let's fly over;Let your magical eyes be our light...

From nothing to something..!!

Well we all mature,become something from nothing(of course academically otherwise i feel every person is superior in his ownself).And suddenly everything changes just in an instant.Everything goes in a opposite way.Wondering how?Like this..

1.When you're nothing you wake up as you want,in your shorts,hair and beard all grown up,sit with a coffee(which ofcourse you order your mum for that and she curses you for it everyday),a news paper in hand reading all the news in the world which has nothing to do with you but still is fun in some way..
Now when you're something,you become a professional.You've to be properly dressed as anybody can land up at your place even in the morning(why don't these people stay at their place i wonder sometimes then i figure out may be the flush at their bathroom is not working so they're coming here).You don't have to order coffee it comes without asking because now you're earning and you sit with a news paper reading about shares,fiscal policies,budget and the most boring things in this entire world..Now that's very boring and depressing..!

2.When you're nothing nobody has any concerns for you,you can do the hell you want no one will bother asking about you(He's a loser,let him do what he wants they think)..
Now when you're something everybody is suddenly all concerned for you.Neighbours,relatives,their relatives,watchman,newspaperwala,dudhwala,everybody,just everybody making your life hell leaving you on privacy.

3.When you're nothing your parents say 'No girl is ever going to marry you'.At that point you take is as a offence and you boast yourself saying 'girls would die for me'.You want it very bad.But nobody believes you.
When you're something,suddenly you're the most eligible bachelor in town with everybody trying to find a girl for you.You think 'i'm nothing','A girl will get destroyed if she marries me'.You don't want a bit of it but you've to take it.

4.When you're nothing you can always say 'Don't worry my father will look after it',worrying about nothing.And no matter what you do,your father will look into the case(Ofcourse at the same time he'll tell you everything wrong you've done in your entire life and he'll tell you that you're useless).
When you're something,you're on your own,your father will say,'You're a man now,take care of it,till when will you take your parent's help?'And suddenly you're in this harsh world all on your own,all screwed up.

5.When you're nothing you can act the hell you want.If you're sitting in a cafe,you can make faces,laugh out loud enough to make it hear to the whole world,make fun of everybody sitting around,act like complete spoiled kid.
Now when you're something suddenly you've to enter the world of sophistication.Sit properly,act properly and make your life a complete boredom.

Friends i don't say that we should be nothing all our lives,ofcourse we've to be something,something everybody is proud of but in this process we should not lose the small lil lovely moments of our life which give us the inner peace.And that peace will only come when that kid in us is always alive somewhere.Become something,but don't let that kid die.Live life on your terms.World will be a better place to live in and you'll be a better person too.

Regards
aMaR..

Life to death..Death to life..

"A birth from the ashes..
I was on this land..
I saw the four reasons..
I was living on the sand.."..

I lived my life..
Now it's time to die..
Slashed my wrist with a knife..
I look at the sky..
It's my last moment..
I saw the bible on the shelf..
I lied numb and still..
As my life started reversing itself..
Life was slipping away from my claw..
Black and white as i saw..

"I was living on the sand..
I saw the four seasons..
I was on this land..
A birth from the ashes.."..

"Again.."

The backbone..

Doctors,Engineers,Chartered Accountants make our country.That's all we know.But somehow we forget about the people who are our backbone.This is just a small attempt to make everyone remember that backbone.The people who make this world a better place to live in for all of us..

To the people who make me feel safe..


"The Soldiers"


Sweaty on the head,
With metal in his hands,
All he could see was,
Blood on the sand..

It's was so long,
Since he was there,
He killed enemies,
Without any fear..

A land with scorpions,
Was now his home,
He was still fighting,
And he was not alone..

He shot bullets,
He went out of his mind,
As he missed his wife,
And his innocent child..

He missed his family,
He missed everyone,
He missed all the love,
He missed the fun..

Still he had no grudges,
Had nothin to complain,
He had all the peace,
He forgot the pain..

For he always knew,
He was serving his motherland,
Making the nation safe,
He was the helping hand..!!

It's my turn...

To the love of my life..

A n a N y A


Your beautiful dimples took my heart away,
The magical smile made my love sway..
Lost in you,your innocent eyes i saw,
I smiled as i was left in an awe..

I never felt the way I was feeling,
I was confused,I had no single clue..
It took me some time but I discovered,
I was already head over heels in love with you..

It was you in my heart,You in my soul,
I thought 'Without her i would just be a mole'..
Your gorgeous smile was all over my mind,
With your gesture so humble,Your voice so kind..

I kept thinking,I kept dreaming about you,
I wanted you even if the moments were a few..
My heart was beating to the rhythm of your name,
I was wondering if you were feeling the same..

My hidden attraction was now the love of my life,
My heart called you mine,My heart called you my wife..
I couldn't believe i was in love,I was feeling this way,
I wanted to call you mine,My feelings I wanted to say..

The day came,'I think I've started loving you',I said,
'You think?',came from you wondering if I was afraid..
'I love you',I said as it came all from my heart,
'I love you too',You said nervously and we had a start..

Sweetheart,Since then I've always been the happiest man ever,
You've been with me in my thich and thin,You've been there forever..
It's my turn to make you feel special,It's my turn to be there,
I promise i'll be with you with all of my love and care...

A DreaM DaTe..!!

Remembering the most beautiful day of my life with my girl..

A n a N y A



Imagine your first date with the girl you love the most on St.Valentines Day itself,you people will say "What's so special in that,a million would have a date like that?" Well try to imagine this - Your first date with the girl you love the most on St.Valentines day,Your girl crossing a thousand Kms for the date,Spending the day with you and returning back the very same day,6 hours of togetherness with a promise of a lifetime,all of this when you meet each other for the very First time..!!


Confused? Try reading out the tale of love..


Ananya and I became friends through a mutual friend,who did nothing good till date but one thing - he was a medium set up by God himself to make us meet.She's from Delhi and i'm from Nagpur,a thousand miles apart.From sharing jokes online to Pj's through sms I tried everything to impress her,to get her attention.Hell,I got it!I proposed to her on 21st Nov,after a long session of leg pulling she said a "YES!"And here we were,in a soulful pact with each other,a pact to give each other all the happiness and love.The flames of love started burning bright.The cupid had struct and he made us fall madly in love with each other.A love free from every selfish need.We never saw each other,We never met each other!Still we fell in love!Soon the mobile network "Airtel" found half of it's revenue coming from us with the phone calls never coming to end.People around wondering if we both were planning to build a nuclear weapon togetherly by talking so intensly for hours.It went on and on until it was two and half months.

The fire was burning inside.The fire to see each other,meet each other.But how?

Moreover Valentines day was coming over,we had to be together in some way.For others God may find the way,for us she did!She decided to come.She booked a ticket for Nagpur.She had nobody in Nagpur but just me,still she decided to come trusting me with everything.I was flatterred and all in love with her again.Here it was 'Our first date on St.Valentines day itself,The dream date'.I'll be watching her for the first time,i'll be meeting her for the first time.For a moment i felt like a 5 year old going to get wet in the rain for the first time.Yes'it was the rain of my life.The rain of love..

"I've to make it special for her",I spoke to my heart.

With her favourite Orchids and carnations in my hand I went to the airport.I was damn nervous,I could feel the shiver in my legs.I think when love is in the air everybody can feel it and that's what happened to me throughout the day.A man looking at me said to me watching the flowers in my hands,"Girlfriend?,Valentines day?".I said,"Yeah,how do you now ?".He replied back,"I can see it on your face".
Back their in the flight my princess was receiving tips to relax from a fellow lady sitting besides her who could see her nervous too.

She came.She conquered.She became the queen of my life just in one moment when she came out of the airport.My jaw dropped as i was watching the most beautiful girl ever.She came and I gave her the flowers asking her trying to make a conversation,"How are the flowers?"."Beautiful",she said blushing away bringing the colour of love on her cheeks."Has to be,they are for a beautiful girl",I said still stunned at her beauty.

She sat on my bike keeping her hand on my shoulders(She had to otherwise she was too nervous to do that).I took her to a nearby CCD where I had made a arrangement for a table.I made her see a note of love i had written for her on a board featuring messages by lovers as a surprise.I gave a her big card with poems written by me on everyside of it below her photo i had pasted in it.She had tears in her eyes as she read -

"Oceans deep and long,
affection soothing and warm,
In this fill of liar,
your truth I admire,
Innocence of a child,
Stength opf the wild,
Naughtyness the spice,
Is what i see in your eyes..!!"

A few lines completely describing her.

The manager of the cafe was a friend of mine,I convinced him to play songs of my choice(Ofcourse they were all her favourites).As the song "Dilko tumse Pyaar Hua" started playing,I started singing it for her holding her soft hand in my hands.People around us stopped doing everything just to watch us getting lost in each other.A group of school guys and girls looked in and smiled as i kissed her on her cheeks after the song.I kept telling her how beautiful she I found her,how much crazily I was in love with her.Our eyes met for a second then looked down making us more nervous again and again.The house was on fire with the flames of love burning brightly and everybody tried becoming a witness to it.


We came out of there.She sat on my bike again,it was more special because she had never been on a bike with anyone before.We saw some "Shiv sena" people trying to stop us.But I guess Shiv Sena too recognises pure love.They let us go without saying anything.We roamed around the whole day until it was time for her to go back again.
She boarded the flight.We had tears of joy for we realised we were soulmates now.My cell beeped as i saw the text message from her -

"Lifetime membership confirmed.Thanks for coming in my life.I love you baby"

I smiled to myself feeling even more in love with her.

It has been nearly 2 years now,but still every moment of that day is every fresh in me.For i was born again on that day,born again to love to get love.

That is surely the best day of my life,My dream date!

Her love is eternal and pure and so is she!

I love you baby!

Wanna be with you all my life!

The tunes of love..

To the love of my life...

A n a N y A




A guitar in one hand ,a book in other..
A joke on my lips as i move furthur..

Am i your prince charming..?
Am i your man..?
Don't say 'No'..
Becauce i know i am..

I want you to be close,
I want you to be near..
Just hold me tight,
and there'll be no fear..

If you feel alone,
Listen to me,just hold my hand..
Your loneliness will go away..
It'll start slipping like sand..

Whenever you miss me,
See me as you close you eyes..
You'll feel me all around,
As you look at the skies..

I know you love music,
You love the beat..
I'll tell it in your way,
I promise i'll not cheat..

"When you love a song,
You just go into the flow..
You ignore the darkness,
You just look at the glow.."

We may have a dark day,
We may have a dark time..
Groove in to the music of love,
It'll sound like a elegant wind chime..

For i love you the most,
You still make my heart skip a beat..
The tunes of love will flow through my heart,
Always making a new lovely musical feat..

Will love you always sweetheart...!!

I love you..!!

Paint me red...

To the love of my life...


A n a N y A


I'm your man,
I wanna be your ted,
My adorable baby,
Paint me red..

Paint me on my shoulder,
Paint me red,
Paint me all over,
do as you once said..

Paint me with your Love,
Paint me with your care,
I promise i'll do nothing,
I'll only stare..

You said it once,
You'll give me all your love,
I want it always, i want it now,
Paint me slow, soft as the dove..

I'm your Hero,
I wanna be just yours,
I don't need a prevention,
Paint me with your cure..

I wanna get lost in you,
I wanna love you,
Darling,come near me,
Paint me as i hug you...

Paint me as your yours,
Paint me all, Paint me all red,
For God may have created us different,
But for each other we are made..

Wanna be with you always sweetheart...

Watching you sleep. .

To the love of my life. .


A n a N y a


I woke up and I saw you besides me,
Your innocence and beauty I could only see..

Your head on my chest, your face wore a smile,
Your hands so soft, your fingers so beautifully fragile..

I could see your eye balls moving soft and real slow,
You were dreaming about us, your face showed the glow..

I wish i could see what you were dreaming about,
I went crazy watching you, I wanted to shout..

I wanted to tell the whole world about you,
"See i've got the love which is owned only by a few"..

Then i thought i better not shout,i better let you sleep,
I wanted to see you sleeping like a child, your beauty i wanted to keep..

Lost in my own thoughts i just wished to God,
"I wanna be with her all my life,Oh Lord.."

Sweetheart, whenever I wake up I wanna see you there,
I promise i'll fill your life with utmost love and care..

Be with me always. . .

Jacko No more..

Michael Jackson - a name which everybody in the world knows irrespective of anything.I remember when i was 5,I heard someone saying 'I wanna be Michael Jackson'.Young or old, rich or poor, Black or white, everybody knew who he was.

The friday morning was shocking and tragic for all his fans around the world revealing 'The King of Pop' to be no more.He died at the age of 50 following a cardiac arrest.

50 years of life, with a career of 45 years, yes folks he started singing at the age of 5.From a child star to being The King of Pop, his journey has been remarkable.He never stopped, He never got tired, he just kept floating just as his very famous 'Moonwalk' which was first featured in his video 'Billie Jean' in 1983.I was not even born then but still i very well know what moonwalk is!! His 'Thriller' in 1982 was a smash hit with over 5 crores copies sold as of now.One can never forget the time when he came to India and created waves with the crowd going crazy over his 'Dangerous' act.His 'Black or white','Heal the world' created awareness helping the world to be a better place.Such is the charishma of the person that even the most talented dance artists in the bollywood film industry are inspired by him.

'Jacko','MJ' as he was fondly called may not be in this world today but his thrilling contribution to the world of music will always be alive.He will always be alive through his music in the heart of his music fans for an eternity.

Long live Michael Jackson!