Pain

Was it not yesterday we went out for dinner together? Then why is it that today I don't see you around?
Was it not yesterday that we bashed each other in the game? Then why is it that today there is no one to pick up the other controller?
Was it not yesterday that we had planned to zip around Mumbai exploring new places in your car? Then why is it that today you car lies in the parking without it's owner?
Was it not yesterday that we pulled your leg about all the gals whom you hit on? Then why is it that today I can't make myself heard?
Was it not yesterday that I clicked your snaps and promised to share it this time for sure? Then why is it that today I can't find you to collect them?
Was it not yesterday that we had planned to catch up on all the movies this weekend? Then why is it that today I dread at the thought of going to the theatre?
Was it not yesterday that we had planned to have a ball at the wedding of our common friend? Then why is it that today I cringe at the thought of celebrations without you?
Was it not yesterday that we were spreading news about the insane dowry prospective bride's fathers were luring you with? Then why is it that today I have no one to take offense of it?
Was it not yesterday you were right here, with all of us? Then why is it that today you are with the angels and one among them?
The memories of all the yesterday's with you. Memories of you are all that I have today! Will miss you today, tomorrow and forever!

MISS YOU...!!!

Breaking through the darkness of light
I am still awake in the dark mysterious night
In every little corner of my heart
My tears no longer stop

When I saw you the last time
I still remember the agony and cried
I am no good to the world then
I yelled mad around, I saw you, when

I collapsed in grief and pain
for being alone, once again
I begged you not leave me
but it was late, you left me

Dear friend, after seven long years
Thought of you, brings me tears
I know you are watching
I wipe them off, for you smiling

On this Teary Wednesday, I dedicate this post to one of my very best friend,Satish, who left us seven years ago. I still remember the way we played since our childhood and the way we were toegther for ten long years. we were a group of four friends since our kindergarten but now we are just three of us...!!!

May his soul rest peace..!!!

Thank you for Being here..

Your Smile that always cheer me up

The thoughtful things you do

Those helping hands you're glad to lend

Or hear a problem through

Our Special times together

I pray will never end

God gave me such a blessing

When you became my friend..

Thanks you for being here

No one can never replace you..

I remember those days... Nine years ago..

That I used to admire you so much..

And we became thick and close friends..

I used to think about you every second..

I feel shy to talk to you though you were the only one I had..

You were my life..

But, all of a sudden you stopped talking to me for a mistake I did..

I regretted a lot and asked forgiveness..

You forgave.!!

Few years later...

I stopped thinking about you all the while...

You were no more my life...

But, you were after me, this time...

We both were over possessive on each other..

The day your Mom passed away, Oh dear I will never forget that moment..

You were there on your wedding dress...

All were surrounding you to console you..

I was there also at one corner looking at you..and I was crying silently..

You were broken.. I was wordless..

Then the same day you got married..

Next day I came to your house to see you.. you were so excited on seeing me.. Oh my Baby!

OMG!!! I really Miss those cherished and Sad Moments we shared together..

You are my bestest friend.. No one can never replace you..

Now we are married.. We have our own life... and you got a cute baby angel now..

Last night you called me...

I did never expect..

I want to scream out of happiness...

I still Love you girl so much!!

My Best friend, Mafra and Me.. This pic was taken 8 years ago..:)

Miss you still

I lied when i said
i let you free now
It wasnt just difficult
i really did not know how!

I abused when you went
away from my life
It was just the hurt
that took over for a while.

I cried hard after you
called to say goodbye
It was the first time
i knew,you were my smiles.

Months have passed but
your place is still there
reserved just for you to
come and reclaim it my dear.


P.S : reading mohita's and vinay's poem just let some memories take over me for a while ...

Friends We Shall Be Forever!

Reply again! To this brilliant poem by Mohita! Sorry if it gets boring, I guess I am having reply fever! :)

 

You may have let me go,

But in my heart you are still,

No one can erase memories,

Always in my heart, remain they will.

You may have hurled abuses,

But what is friendship without fight?

I never took your words to heart,

For you said them in frustration right?

You may not have noticed my presence,

But indeed I was always by your side,

Even now, my heart is still with you only,

Nowhere can I run away from you and hide.

You say it was tough living with me,

Making it so tough was partly my fault too,

Even I feel the void without you by my side,

My heart says, it will never ever leave you.

Friends we shall remain,

Always and forever through the pain!

It was tough.!

It was tough,

letting you go,

but its even tougher,

getting familiar with your absence.

It was tough,

hurling abuses at you,

but its even tougher,

recollecting them now.

It was tough,

ignoring your presence,

but its even tougher,

resisting your absence now.

It was tough,

Living with you,

but its even tougher,

Existing without you.