Showing posts with label Fight. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Fight. Show all posts

April 22, 2010

butterflies, dinosaurs, and babies


You leave me
dreaming half-awake after you’ve said goodnight
lost in a day-dream
hearing you speak
of pretty things and what you think is beautiful
in this world we’re all just pretty flowers
stuck in the ground just pretty on the outside
but truly hopeless and thoughtless and unable to move.

But you float above
like a butterfly gliding in the same wind
that I can’t overcome
And I would fight with monsters and men
if the cause was worth dying for

but I don’t have the strength to fly like you.

Flying free of cares
you draw your beauty across the skies
painting them a different shade of blue
the same blue it must have been long ago
when dinosaurs reached that high
with their long necks and used clouds
as pillows to take midday naps.

If only life now were that simple
and we still took naps in the afternoon
like we did when we were kids
Adventurers new to life and its details
all the small shiny objects
that shine less and less the more we learn
the older and colder we grow
with the child inside of us crying
fading farther and farther
until we forget.

But you never forgot
and you help me remember
how it was when everything was a blur

blissful and beautiful

and I want to be there again
floating in the air above green meadows
gliding in the wind, trying to reach the sky.
And I want to fight for that
so there will be no more
babies crying, unsure of time
hopeless and afraid
that one day they’ll be unable to move in the wind

and like grass they’ll be left swaying in the breeze
dreaming of the beautiful things they might never see.

The beautiful things that I see now
as I’m dreaming of you.

Photo:http://www.flickr.com/photos/marilynjane/ / CC BY 2.0

May 11, 2009

Fight is on!


Stung by constant discouragement
Consumed by utter resentment

Magnified are my noble failures

By those self - nominated stellars


Impregnated is my mind with pessimism

Preyed I am by stoicism

Slave to bursts of jealousy

Made susceptible to my fallacy


My insides cry of injustice done

From these cowards would I not run

My self esteem singed
From the mental torture I cringe


No more this trauma, would I swallow

Which has left me so hollow

I burn this cruelty on pyre
Allow the hurt with the smoke, disappear


Shadows of doubts now devoured

I break free from that invisible cord
I am the warrior, I am the sword!!