LOST YOU

Last night you were there,
The full moon night and the thoughts we shared,
The wish to pierce those eyes once again
I tried and tried but all attempts in vain

I ran away from the mirror of my soul
I refused it to fill my empty hole
I had your love and all your care
But still wanted to be alone to shed those tears

The truth waited eagerly to be revealed
I prayed to God and to you I kneeled
To forgive me for the words i was about to say
For the facts that i hid from you that day

I began and you heard it all in contempt
I could feel your eyes burning with rage
I hoped you believed that i never lied
I begged for mercy, when i knew there was none
I longed to go back and rewrite what i had done.

The endless turmoil of the night ended
I opened my eyes from the dream harsh and twisted
I yearned what i saw would never be true
How could i live if i just LOST YOU