INSATIABLE PASSION

A soft pat when I need encouragement
A soothing touch to say that I am cared for
A warm embrace to say that someone is there for me
The reassuring look which calms me down,
the loving words I pine to hear,
the endearing smile I love to see,
the intutive understanding of my fears,
exchange of looks when we find something weird.
the wet kiss which knows not time,
A bonding which needs no facades
to cover my faults,
to cover my fears,or
to cover my infested wounds..
I lay bare in your arms with all that I am,
I being you and you being me
with truth and love brimming from my heart
Savouring the delicacy of your love
with no past nor future, just both of us trying to live each minute,

engulfing into one other
passionately discovering,with delicate caressing,
fondling beyond measures,
drenching me in your love,filling me with ecstacy
to make me feel as though 'am being reborn each time,
your tongue lighting up each part of me,
making me explore worlds I never knew existed
as though the rekindling fire in us could ever be extinguished,
as though the thirst for your raw flesh would never be enough
burning away a million torches of passion,
an unquenched thirst,
making me wild beyond eternity
and taking me away into unknown infinity...

Though heartbroken, I will INSPIRE....

Sad and melancholic,

with nothing to grope

in the abyss I was falling..

I plunged my thoughts

yonder to let myself live,one more moment

in this ungrateful world....

Bright and playful,my youth..

with friends and family to cater my needs

At once,the grievances neither few

to be suppressed,

nor more to end life

With none to care,

rotting away my physical self.

With nothing to think,

except a few golden memories....

Of children,who never visit

Of wife,bereft of life...

Am I desolate,feeling this way?

Is'nt the flower withering away in the garden,

agonising?

Is'nt the old lion of aesop's fable,

heart broken?

Are'nt the moonless sky and the still winds,

as despondent as Iam?

Are all those abandoned,unloved,unwanted,inutile,

experiencing the same?

Am I so burdensome that my own son repudiates

me?

Alas! O God! is this all, I deserve?

Should I keep praying

to be blessed with a painless death?

Inspire,me Lord.......

that,

though the strife between the mind and the body

continues,

though the misery of incompatibility overpowers

abandonment,

I wish to rise and learn

that,

the moon waxes after it wanes,

New ambitions can be made each day,

rising hope against hope...

In teaching,the world....

Compassion over selfishness,

Wisdom over ignorance,

Ethics over immorality..

Yes, I wish to stand as a teacher,

and impart the essence of love and sharing..

Yes,though old,I will INSPIRE....

word count:240