wrote it months ago but posting it now....cz its all same perhaps :
It was the night so cold,
my soul was frozen ,
i couldnt feel it inside,
inside me never.
Now the days r so hot,n the sun is being cruel
the tears turn to dust, n my eyes are drying forever
not ready to leap ,and m afraid to stay
trying to move on but m left behind
its now all mess here strain there stress
cant find my place in life..........
they jus pass by,one after one,
racing n rushing.cant they hold,
cant they stop,cant they see me on the edge?
wanna vanish into ash,wanto merge with the sky,
nomore i can bear,the pain, the loneliness.
mine mine all mine,all all all mine..
the darkness i hav possessed,is hiding me from me..
broken n shattered,i am still runnin around,
i run for the hope n i run for the truth
i run the life,m runnin for myself.
loafing for the change,without any cry,
gatherin all the pains with loadsa regrets,
i will soon disappear,
silent n alone,
for no one can hear my silent plea..
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