February 8, 2009
I was typing fastly and was enjoying chat with B when suddenly my msn informed me that you came online.. heart beated a little fast and my fingers trembled , they slowed thier speed. I again started my work witha little hope in my heart you will be nudging me with in few minutes but then my wait turned into edginess (اضطراب). Argh! why aren't you nudging me or texting me you are online and its 30 minutes now but then only i remembered something we are no more friends. Time insulated us or i may say our ways were now serperated & it hurts i dont know why! but it hurts. I know we will never come accross each other any more, we wont be seeing each other and this idea this fact it just kills..
P.S(I dedicte this piece to one of my finest friend.. as we are no more friends..still sumtimes i feel as if we r still inseparable.I know it so silly of me but i cant i just cant throw you out of my memories i dont even try so..=$..)