It Hurts!!!

I try, to be myself each day,
But I fail!

I hope, to die each passing day,
But I live!

I walk, all alone along this road,
Running from myself!

It hurts,
To remember the past,
I am afraid,
These Sepia-toned memories cause pain,
I avoid,
Everything that relives those days,
Coz It hurts!

I wish, that the day would never end,
Dreading the dark!

You gave, me countless nights to lie,
Wide awake!

I wake, every dawn, with my eyes,
Moist and red!

It hurts,
To remember the past,
I am afraid,
These Sepia-toned memories cause pain,
I avoid,
Everything that relives those days,
Coz It hurts!

This agony, hurts like hell,
But I smile!

Somewhere, in the corner of my heart,
Your picture's still there!

I want, to burn every semblance of you,
From my soul!

But you are a part of me,
So it hurts............!