January 18, 2009

Extended-Elaborated-Resolutions.

I am lagging behind I know, with plethora of posts to be read and posting my resolution Now, when one month's almost gone, Almost though! here: 

I thought of giving it a more colorful name like 'kaleidoscope' or a creative name like 'cross-roads' or 'milestones' or for that matter a cruel name like 'stones around my neck' but resolution are not stones to my neck, my rebellious self is too far from considering them any obligation on self. I am a free soul. I still resolve, and decided to call them resolutions. The list is provided herewith, not necessarily in this sequence.  

1)      I will keep on mourning the perennial lack of romance or anything like that, in my version of living.

2)      I will perpetually wonder at the numbers and figures that are strewn ubiquitously on the path of life that is stretched ahead of me.

3)      I will unconditionally love anything which is even remotely similar to homo-sapians and most of them will keep on proving that they're monkeys and apes.

4)      I will lament my singledom and crouched behind the iron walls of my fortress where no warrior dare enter, I will accept, acknowledge and cherish it.

5)      I will keep nurturing polar extremes ideas, notions, dogmas, beliefs, which in George Orwell's word are totally capable to cancel out each other and thrive on them.

6)      I will schedule, re-schedule, Plan and re-plan about planning and scheduling.

7)      I'll procrastinate.

8)      I will have the bouts of self-detest, with me hating anything and everything about myself, always followed by me kissing the mirrors – farewell narcissus!

9)      I will scribble endless love notes about a non-existent alien and rants and songs for Prince Eric and wisdom for blinds, deaf, dead – they are, to my wisdom, after all.

10)  I will play the little soft fairy and  be sad about the world.

11)  I will make sure the wonder of my eyes, remain.

12)  I will try to learn to learn to hate and to say no.

13)  I will keep the windows of my room ajar. Peter pan might come.

14)  I will try to respect myself and stop abusing it.

15)  I will give up trying to be like them. I and they are two parallel lines, the meeting of which is impossible, it can only be an optical un-real illusion.

16)  I will munch to heart's content

17)  I will acknowledge the fact that I am a total social retard, I lack the desire to talk to anyone new.

18)  Will try to learn to move on.

19)  I will delve into my appetite to break away and dream.

20)  I will pray if Allah helps me find refuge in His mercy and blessing, My only hope.

21)  I will seek for a shifu to help save me from being too much of myself. Its a disaster.

22)  I will look out for people playing games in name of religion and pray if iw ont be befooled by them.

 

Etc etc. and most important is self-improvement in all respects, I have made them follow-able this time, I hope I follow too :)

Belated, Happy new year people :) 

6 comments:

  1. All in all the resolution for this year is be myself the way I want to be and not the way others expect to be. Hayna?

    :)

    I hope to see you around more often!

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  2. hey dearie .. i made mst of these resolutions myself !! just loved this post *hugzz*

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  3. heyyyyy never seen a better list of realistic resolutions in the 1000s of resolutions posts i hv read so far...
    god bless!
    and belated happy new year to you too :D

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  4. atleast ur resolutions are honest asbah

    i resolved to ditch procastination and go easy with junk food
    and didn't stick to it even one bit.

    you have made some realistic reolutions


    great post !

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  5. good resolutions .a.! :)

    good post, all realistic resolutions too! :)

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  6. Thankyou all people :) I am glad you all liked them, but on a re-read of my own post, i realize that i lack the consistency and coherence of thought.
    and also discovered couple of mistakes:

    1) "my rebellious self is too far from considering them any obligation on self"

    'self' is used twice here and I feel its repetitive.


    2) I still resolve, and decided to call them resolutions.

    The comma was not required here.


    3) I will keep nurturing polar extremes ideas, notions, dogmas, beliefs, which in George Orwell's

    word are totally capable to cancel out each other and thrive on them.

    this better be:

    I will keep nurturing THE polar-extreme ideas, notions, dogmas, beliefs, which, in George Orwell's

    wordS, are totally capable to cancel out each other, and WILL thrive on them.


    4) I will make sure the wonder of my eyes, remain.

    the comma, again, was un-required for the flow.


    and most importantly, i ended it very abruptly. I could have organized the ending in a more nicer way. Could have.

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