I thought of giving it a more colorful name like 'kaleidoscope' or a creative name like 'cross-roads' or 'milestones' or for that matter a cruel name like 'stones around my neck' but resolution are not stones to my neck, my rebellious self is too far from considering them any obligation on self. I am a free soul. I still resolve, and decided to call them resolutions. The list is provided herewith, not necessarily in this sequence.
1) I will keep on mourning the perennial lack of romance or anything like that, in my version of living.
2) I will perpetually wonder at the numbers and figures that are strewn ubiquitously on the path of life that is stretched ahead of me.
3) I will unconditionally love anything which is even remotely similar to homo-sapians and most of them will keep on proving that they're monkeys and apes.
4) I will lament my singledom and crouched behind the iron walls of my fortress where no warrior dare enter, I will accept, acknowledge and cherish it.
5) I will keep nurturing polar extremes ideas, notions, dogmas, beliefs, which in George Orwell's word are totally capable to cancel out each other and thrive on them.
6) I will schedule, re-schedule, Plan and re-plan about planning and scheduling.
7) I'll procrastinate.
8) I will have the bouts of self-detest, with me hating anything and everything about myself, always followed by me kissing the mirrors – farewell narcissus!
9) I will scribble endless love notes about a non-existent alien and rants and songs for Prince Eric and wisdom for blinds, deaf, dead – they are, to my wisdom, after all.
10) I will play the little soft fairy and be sad about the world.
11) I will make sure the wonder of my eyes, remain.
12) I will try to learn to learn to hate and to say no.
13) I will keep the windows of my room ajar. Peter pan might come.
14) I will try to respect myself and stop abusing it.
15) I will give up trying to be like them. I and they are two parallel lines, the meeting of which is impossible, it can only be an optical un-real illusion.
16) I will munch to heart's content
17) I will acknowledge the fact that I am a total social retard, I lack the desire to talk to anyone new.
18) Will try to learn to move on.
19) I will delve into my appetite to break away and dream.
20) I will pray if Allah helps me find refuge in His mercy and blessing, My only hope.
21) I will seek for a shifu to help save me from being too much of myself. Its a disaster.
22) I will look out for people playing games in name of religion and pray if iw ont be befooled by them.
Etc etc. and most important is self-improvement in all respects, I have made them follow-able this time, I hope I follow too :)
All in all the resolution for this year is be myself the way I want to be and not the way others expect to be. Hayna?
ReplyDelete:)
I hope to see you around more often!
hey dearie .. i made mst of these resolutions myself !! just loved this post *hugzz*
ReplyDeleteheyyyyy never seen a better list of realistic resolutions in the 1000s of resolutions posts i hv read so far...
ReplyDeletegod bless!
and belated happy new year to you too :D
atleast ur resolutions are honest asbah
ReplyDeletei resolved to ditch procastination and go easy with junk food
and didn't stick to it even one bit.
you have made some realistic reolutions
great post !
good resolutions .a.! :)
ReplyDeletegood post, all realistic resolutions too! :)
Thankyou all people :) I am glad you all liked them, but on a re-read of my own post, i realize that i lack the consistency and coherence of thought.
ReplyDeleteand also discovered couple of mistakes:
1) "my rebellious self is too far from considering them any obligation on self"
'self' is used twice here and I feel its repetitive.
2) I still resolve, and decided to call them resolutions.
The comma was not required here.
3) I will keep nurturing polar extremes ideas, notions, dogmas, beliefs, which in George Orwell's
word are totally capable to cancel out each other and thrive on them.
this better be:
I will keep nurturing THE polar-extreme ideas, notions, dogmas, beliefs, which, in George Orwell's
wordS, are totally capable to cancel out each other, and WILL thrive on them.
4) I will make sure the wonder of my eyes, remain.
the comma, again, was un-required for the flow.
and most importantly, i ended it very abruptly. I could have organized the ending in a more nicer way. Could have.