All I ever Wanted

All I ever wanted was to be loved,
Beauty was far away from my mirror,
Darkness was my roomate at night,
My wrinkles express a victory i never won,
And my body reminds me of my exaustion...

The sun wont rise on my deck anymore,
And my empty house brings no memories,
There will be no flowers growing,
My name is covered with shame.

The judges will execute the sentence,
And no lawyer will defend my cause,
My faith left my soul,
My heart is too weak to beat.

All I ever wanted was to have more time,
To fill my soul with hope,
To fight against the enemy in the battle field,
And to see a flower a flower growing on my deck again,
Thats all i ever wanted....