I Fail...I Pass

I try

I try hard

I fail

I get scared when I fail

But so do everybody

Winners were once losers

And that is what made them a winner

So why get scarey and be worried

I fail

You fail

They fail

We all fail

But the aftermath

The constant fear of losing

Seperated and abandoned

Scares her a lot

I will continue

Continue to fail or pass

Results will keep burdening

In the worries of the past

You ... It

You say things

You say mean things

You move forward

You move way forward

It affects her

It badly affects her

It weakens her

It weakens her will

You continue doing things

You continue to jeopardize things

You hardly care

You hardly care for her feelings

It traumatizes her

It traumatizes her soul

It pinches her

It pinches her heart

One fine day ... !

Walking on the sideways
Going towards a shop
With a wandering mind
Not in place of the stop

At times
it gets difficult
difficult to adjust with inattention
yet time has shows no affection

On the street
stands a man
behind him
stands a girl

He was talking
she was lost
he turned to look and to look away
all this time she never looked his way

Oh my god you are so beautiful
Such a serene face
and such natural beauty
he had turned to her with such gracious words

Omg, what it could beautiful
These words shook her with surprise
Not ready to accept praises like this
She moved ahead and passed him a smile

Strange how strangers appreciate the beauty
while close can't
Strange how life plays
while she can't

Till death do us part !

I hear your cries

Yes, I do

I see the pain and suffering

It makes me restless to see you faint like this

But I won't let you die!

I am gonna be there for you

For you have been my sole friend in this lone journey of sad life

You let me by myself

with no fear of being ignored, misjudged and ill-treated

So how can I let you die alone

You are gonna revive!

That's a promise.

Till death do us part !

आज फिर

आज फिर  ये होंठ  मुस्कुराएं  है ,

आज फिर दिल में एक चाहता जागी है  |

आज फिर दुनिया हसीं लग रही है ,

आज फिर जीने की तमन्ना जागी है |

आज फिर  सब अपने लगते हैं,

आज फिर  सारे  दुःख पराये हैं  |

आज फिर  ये शीश झुकता है ,

आज फिर इस्वर पर सजदा,

ये  सारी दुनिया हमारी है  |

 

 

I Can't Speak .

 I still miss you

your adorable pearl like eyes

Staring at me.

I still miss you,

your serene smile,

Making up my every violet day.

I wish you were here with me today

But I can’t make my parents understand this

Not because that they won't listen to

But because

I Can’t Speak.

           

I still miss you,

You lying on the bed besides me

I still miss you,

Your actions completing my day

I miss you more and more everyday

But I can't make my friends understand this

Not because they won't understand

but because

I Can't Speak.

I still miss
the velvety touch of your hands
Me kissing you,
And you relishing it .
The cozy warmth
of taking you in my arms.
Immense  joy in feeding ,                    
 All that you want.
Dressing you up                                
Like a precious jewel of my life.
I am now simply

Thinking about you all the time.  

But I can’t make
anyone in this world see my agony
not because
that they cant
feel,see,                                          
sense or understand it
but because
I Can’t Speak..

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What's on your mind ?

Entering Username : *******@gmail.com    
Verifying password : *******
And I logged
into my Facebook account

1 poke,15 notifications,
10 new friend requests
and some 300+ recent updates.


Click click click
comment crap crap crap
And to exacerbate the tiredness
Popped up some serious crap.
 
My ex had made an update.
with his status going from
being "single" to " in a relationship".

I felt betrayed,
cheated again .
Thought of writing,
"You ruined me,
wish now you too get
some taste of this pain!

Eventually,all that I updated
read,"Bless you"
But I couldn't post it
as the screen had gone blue !

It froze there for a moment
something moved
and I saw the
what's on your mind space
getting a tooth !

"You, yes you.
Why don't you just share ,
what you have on your mind?
Rather than every-time,
erasing the thing
that you had just typed"

Startled to see
the inanimate thing speaking
I just sat there
letting it do
what I was actually thinking !

"You were a bastard
a pain in an ass.
you never loved me,
but i always loved you,
you jackass ! "

"Now you are hooked up
with some bitch.
Hope you soon realize
that my love for you
wasn't a hitch !"

The updates were made
and the loser was online.
He read and disappeared forever,
in less than no time !


I was happy
probably on cloud nine
because finally I had spoken
what was on my mind !

 [ I am not good with words to form something called a poem, but I can always try ;) Hope Shocketry's inventor and the admins here don't block me after reading this ;) :D Sorry Guys. Please do forgive me ]

Smita

http://smitasdesk.blogspot.com/ 

 

 

An 'Undefined' Friendship!

An 'undefined' friendship defines you,
A non existing love symbolizes you,
Two lovers gone aloof represent us,
Two complicated friends legalizes us!

A time existed which made a fairytale,
A scenario existed which defined a dreamland,
A prince existed who captured the princess,
A princess existed who idealized the love!

Then time changed and the dream conflicted with reality,
Reality seemed to vaporize the love,
Reality seemed to vaporize the care,
But then reality couldn’t vaporize the relation!

Lovers parted ways, friends made way,
Dependency made way, space created a vacuum,
Distances crept in, void started getting large,
But expectations still reigned as ‘we’ still existed!

Finally the head gave heed to the heart,
And heart let egos fly away, accepting its feelings,
Nothing could stop the care, denial made way to acceptance,
Acceptance of need, the need of the relation, the need of the person!

The friendship made a new start, start without a baggage,
A realization of the need, resolve to the friendship,
A feeling without name, a relation without demands,
A something which was unnamed, a thing which was incomprehensible!

The compressed feeling still existed in the undefined friendship,
The care still existed as the form of love in the sail ship,
The small forms of expectations still made way in the indefinite,
The unnamed definition made us but that is what still keeps us,
The weirdness surrounds us, no one can understand our togetherness,
The hopeless hope still exists, and ‘undefined’ friendship is what I still love!

She Stole My Sundays

I've lost all my Sundays

As I look up

Daylight is no more

Can't see the sun in my skies

Its all dark clouds now

Veiling over my sun.

Yet,

I keep smiling

Cos, Its raining love.

P.S. - She can pirate as many 'SUN'days as she wishes... As long as the sea is... love.

Have a happy 'Sun'day everyone...

Arun Kumar - My Life - As I Know It

Abandoment

It took just one night
For me to change
In just one night,
I went from popular to strange

I no longer smiled
I no longer talked
Instead I just walked
Block after block

I sat alone
And wiped a tear from my cheek
No friends anymore
Though it’d been less then a week

I guess it wasn’t your fault
How were you to know?
That you were killing me more
Then I ever would show

You’d promised you’d stay,
Stay till the end
But I guess you’d forgotten
How I once was a friend

The day I became scared
And I pulled away
Was the day you all said, “let’s give him some space”
But said that again, day after day.

You left me
When I needed you most
And now I am what?
Nothing but a ghost.

You left me,
to cut into my wrist
when I needed a friend
to help me resist

I needed you, friend
When I was crying
I needed you, friend
When I was dying




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Friends acrostic

Hey friends! Here's just a quick acrostic I scribbled down! Hope you enjoy reading!


Friendship is a difficult thing to explain.


Rows and joys, friends go through it all


In good times, and in bad times


Everlasting with trust, love and generally being


Nice...


Decisions never take place without talk before


Supporting each other always.



Check out Tan's guest post on my blog please... here's the link
He really deserves recognition for his great work :)

Dim

This is dedicated to all the poets of WL. my small effort in conjuring some poetry. :)

random thoughts cross my mind

illusions grow of a darker kind.

i get up each day

and know not what to say

every other day looks like the same

quite like a porn movie's dame

yet, sometimes i wonder

can't things be a more like yonder

help me settle the scores of yesterday

and make this day the merry day

its obvious God has other thoughts

his plan brings joy and sorrow in lots

so i decide once again

all efforts are in vain

lay against the grass

take it as it comes.
Amen

Business People

Millions of people in suits, boots, briefcases and hats,


All doing the same thing.


They quickly wipe their boots on the mats,


Some even put their rubbish in the bin.


Grab a quick bite to eat,


Then quickly check their spreadsheets.


Rushing out of the door,


Barely stopping to say bye to the children.


They almost miss the bus,


But they manage to get a seat with the local actress.


Everyday the same itinerary,


Everyday the same things.


It's no wonder business people get bored of their living!

Catch me @ roshwrites

P.S: I'm not very good in any kind of poetry... I'm just attempting :)

Cupid's Lunatics..

Mortals have only one love story...

For love has only one story...

Our story...

I met her...I loved her...

Madly in love...Deliriously in love...

Cupid chose us lunatics to stage his play...

Kisses , caresses , desire , intimacy , passion ....

We owned it all...

Her tender frame , drawn-out moonless hair , feverish love...

My own personal brand of heroin...

We were wrapped up in our own little love bubble...

No longer I cared , whether it was day or night...

No longer I dreamed , No longer we existed...

We breathed in our unique private paradise...

And then she died...

How..?? I don't know...

Lying in my arms...

Smiling her way to heaven...

I'm searching for the path to my guillotine....

P.S -  Good..??   Loved a line from Twilight...Couldn't match it..so stole it...Poetic license... :-) Pls don't mind...

Together from the Womb! :)

From the womb we are connected,
That is where we stem from,
Ever since then,
Together we have been throwing a tantrum!

He pushes me,
I throw on him my toys,
He hates me,
And I hate these boys!

He is ill,
And I cannot sleep,
Didn't I tell you I hate him,
Then why do I weep?

That is how we are,

Just the way you are,

Every leaf is our sibling,

And the roots, the womb!

We take birth, live together,

If any one of us dies,

We mourn the loss together.

We protect each other, we protect you,

From sun, from rain,

No matter what we go through!

We fight, we crib, we rant,
Together we live, we plan,
To be happy, to grow each day,
To learn the life's lessons,
The lessons our way! :)

P.S.: This poem has been cross posted from my blog - PRAGMATIC UTOPIA.

PeAcE!!

I sit calmly
Gazing at the sea
The setting sun
The oozing serenity!

The waves caressing the sand
How could he ever let go of my hand
The tears I have in my eyes
Can never tell you my plight!

The waves roll out again
Like the pain in me time and again
They return dauntlessly
And I look at the sky complainingly!

The sun is setting
Indicating the dawn
Just the way he left me
To cry and to frown!

I am not weak
I know my might
I grow stronger
With each passing night!

The dawn brings with it
Rays of hope
For the puppets of the God
Who hold on to their rope!

Life is never the same
You can never live it with ease
I promise today
I will find that PEACE!

P.S.: I am so new to poetry, please bear with me!

Is it me you're looking for ??

Woke up running late...

Didn't chew my cereals...

Rushed through the cars....

Entered the class in its final moments...

Steamed up the lecturer with my ignorance...

Damned my presence in the class...

Stood out for the rest of it...

Didn't have the nerve to sit thro the next...

Kicked off in my car...

Set off driving rashly...

Forced the gas with my fury...

Out paced every other thing with wheels...

Stepped on the brakes....

Killed the speed...

Stationed my eyes on the side view mirror...

Waited for her to pass...

Slowly past me she lingered...

Stumbling in her bicycle...

Glanced back at me with a smirk...

She just made my day...

The drop-dead alluring stranger...

Life Isn't About...!

Life isn't the bundle of roses,

Life isn't the snow clad ground,

Life isn’t all what you want,

Life isn’t all what you need,

Life isn't the melody you want to play,

Life isn't the tune you want to dance to,

Life isn’t the play you direct,

Life isn't the story you write,

Life isn’t the story you want to narrate,

Life isn't the dew you wanted to fall on the leaves,

Life isn’t your dream come true,

Life isn't the morning you desired,

Life isn’t the dusk you wished,

Life isn't the walk you want to take,

Life isn't the pages you wanted to read,

Life isn’t the game whose rules you knew,

Life isn't the guitar tune you wanted to play

Life doesn't have you as the master,

Life isn't according to your plans,

Life doesn’t follow your route,

Life isn't your walk but about your fall,

Life's isn't the red rose but the thorns attached,

Life doesn’t believe in happily after,

Life believes in death traps which are rose tinned,

Life isn’t the gamble in your favour,

Life doesn’t want the best for you,

Rather it wants you to choose what can be the best!

-------------> Nabila and Rashi<----------------

P.S. In one of the gtalk chat session, me and Rashi decided to compose something on what Life wasn't about and the result was this poem.So we post here our first combine composition :)

चाहा मैने एक दोस्त को...

चाहा मैने एक दोस्त को,
भगवान ने मुझे दिखाया तू,
जो खुशियाँ बांटे इत्ना,
और निकाल दे आँखों से आँसू !

चाहा ज़िन्दगी मैं उजियाला,
जब अँधेरे मैं थे हम गुम,
दूर मे एक दिया जलाके आये,
खुशियों के दीपक दिखाते तुम.

मेरे पास ना है इतना पैसा ,
की जो कुछ भी तुम मांगे वो दूं,
पर जब तुम्हे अकेलापन महसूस होता है,
में तुम्हारे पास रहूँगा, वादा करता हूँ.

छोड़ने की सोचना ही मत, मेरे दोस्त,
तेरे बिना जी नहीं सकता मैं भी,
तुम जबसे आई हो मेरे ज़िन्दगी में,
हर एक दिन लगता है मुझे जैसे दिवाली.

  

Its my second hindi poem ever! so feel free to dissect and criticize! :) 

Road to nowhere !!

I
walk
the path
to the land
of the immortals
Destiny silent,hear no sound
Where the hungry immortals will carry my soul.