I have to let you go

I am lost, figuring unknown path
I am bleeding, inside my heart
I am quite, wanting to cry
I am alone, attempting to die

No,
I have to let this go
To live, to smile, to breathe
I have to let you go
To cry, to lighten, to be free

I loved, as if love is immortal
I smiled, as if happiness lasts longer
I believed, as if promises never break
I trusted, as if worlds all saint

But now,
I have to let this go
To live, to smile, to breathe
I have to let you go
To cry, to lighten, to be free

I have seen, tears flooding my way
I have felt, moments decay
I have experienced, love betraying
I have witnessed, commitment dying

And so,
I have to let this go
To live, to smile, to breathe
I have to let you go
To cry, to lighten, to be free

---Purple Thorn

My true confession

April,2008.....
11.30 A.M.....

I was totally bored to the core....... The next day I was having my Pathology internals......
The book was driving me crazy....... So i decided to make a true confession to my cousin sis.....
The following is the extract of the SMS chat between us two.....

M-Me,P-My cousin sis......

M-Hey de u ter???
P- Tel da....
M-I'll tel u onething but u mustn't scold me or whatsoever....
P-Ok da tel wat matter???
M-Ok de..... Am losing concentration..... I feel detached from the surroundings.....
P-Hmmm....
M-I dont like studying at al.....
P-Wats ur final verdict???
M-I've finally fallen in love.....
P- Enna da solra??? dont joke(shocked)
M-Yeah de am not joking..... I've fallen for Ms.Pretty..... U only have to talk to my dad nd convince him..... I can't live without her......

She suddenly make a call......

M-Hello
P-Dai wat r u telling......It'll really become a big problem....
M-It wont
P- No it'll..... Uncle will surely send u outta ur home.....
M-No de he wont......
P-How r u tellin it for so sure???
M-Cos this april
P-Wats the relationship between april nd ur love??
M-Yeah definately.... It's april nd u've been made an april fool by me.....
P-_____
M-Happy fools day......
P- some censored words.....

My cousin was really pissed off...... She got soooo tensed nd scolded me a lot......
Even now if i talk abt this matter she'll get tensed......