August 23, 2010

The Things You'll Never Find Out

He's the second person in this whole wide world to ever tell me he loves me.

The Things You'll Never Find Out

  1. I gave you quite a lot of nicknames. Though I don't even know your full name.
  2. I'm scared of your fb display picture. You have really cold, hard eyes. I wish you'll smile more, you look much nicer with a smile.
  3. I hate it when people ask if we're siblings or cousins, they say we're so close. I tell them we're friends, but I know it's a lie. You're more than just a friend.
  4. When you don't come online, I get moody. When you come online, I stare at the 'Hi' I typed and never had enough courage to press Enter. And then I get moody.
  5. I'm seriously afraid I'll become one of those people in your life that you'll eventually forget. I don't want to be just another familiar name. I want to be special, to you.
  6. I think I still spend way to much time trying to figure out what went wrong between us. I can't get you out of my head.
  7. I want another conversation with you. I want us to be back on talking terms, at least.
  8. I don't want to think of why you sign out immediately each time I sent you something, so I stopped sending you anything. It's not because I don't care anymore.
  9. I wonder if you hate me. And then I wonder if I can hate you if you do.
  10. I miss you. A lot.
  11. I think, maybe, I actually love you. Gosh, and I don't really know why.


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