The Things You'll Never Find Out

He's the second person in this whole wide world to ever tell me he loves me.

The Things You'll Never Find Out

1. I gave you quite a lot of nicknames. Though I don't even know your full name.
2. I'm scared of your fb display picture. You have really cold, hard eyes. I wish you'll smile more, you look much nicer with a smile.
3. I hate it when people ask if we're siblings or cousins, they say we're so close. I tell them we're friends, but I know it's a lie. You're more than just a friend.
4. When you don't come online, I get moody. When you come online, I stare at the 'Hi' I typed and never had enough courage to press Enter. And then I get moody.
5. I'm seriously afraid I'll become one of those people in your life that you'll eventually forget. I don't want to be just another familiar name. I want to be special, to you.
6. I think I still spend way to much time trying to figure out what went wrong between us. I can't get you out of my head.
7. I want another conversation with you. I want us to be back on talking terms, at least.
8. I don't want to think of why you sign out immediately each time I sent you something, so I stopped sending you anything. It's not because I don't care anymore.
9. I wonder if you hate me. And then I wonder if I can hate you if you do.
10. I miss you. A lot.
11. I think, maybe, I actually love you. Gosh, and I don't really know why.

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