Running down the mountain…things won’t stop…
Trickling worries won’t ever surrender …
Things seem far…they are farther…
No end seems closer…
Scream you may…
Doesn’t matter!
Blinded by things you hear…
Your own words disappear…
Jacked or Busted or whatever!
Water blue…see through…glinting in the open…
Selflessness lost…I, Me, Myself they say…
For them you don’t matter…and yet for them you pray!
Goodness is in there…No one’s ever noticed…never ever ever…
Hate is what you get…take it in without a word of complain…
Insane sane insane sane world…I choose ‘insane’…
Bang! And laughter strikes! A picture of what lies beneath…
Insecurity…Crass…Determination…Love…Hate…Betrayal…Luck…Failure…
Bursting bubbles of laughter are just a cover…
Doors open…Doors close…Doors open…Doors close…
From a corner you stare ahead at nothingness…
The air outside sucks the air from within you…
Emptiness inside…Nothingness outside…what’s left?
You blink! Waiting for a tear to trickle?
Cry if you can…you can’t and you won’t …
Cause they say you’r cold!
A smile curls up…a satisfied and self assuring one!
Strange for those apart from you…it’s a smile you most needed…
It belongs to none but you…
It’s the inner self in you that’s smiling despite everything…
Why smile? They say…
Smile! I say!
Cause a smile does ‘nothing’…which is exactly what you need…
You need people to do ‘nothing’ for you…
Doing ‘something’ just messes things further…Doing ‘nothing’ doesn’t!
Much said…less done…
You dream…wake up…look around…yawn…conk off again…that’s ‘joy’ !
And here is an abrupt end.
waking up and conking again .... thats definitely is inspiring here !!! well written :)
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