May 2, 2009

More Fear.

Following Kaj.

fear for me is myself.
is what tomorrow may bring!
(i love the crawling on the wall bit kaj)
is what fill the air and hung like smoke, like mist like fog blurring everything else.
is time.
is age.
is sand that slips from fingers so quick.
is fear of losing someone special.
is tiny water droplets glistening on forehead.
is trail of goosebumps on your skin.
is a dreamless-sleepless-haunting night.
is when you wake from a sweet-dream to a nightmare, that leads to no further awakening !
is the mirror.
is rejection wrinkles.
is loneliness.
is knowledge.
is losing yourself to someone.
is the stepping out of your own shadow.
is unpredictability.
is fear of getting caught.
is feeling of being left out.
is abandonment.
is being neglected.
is something creeping on your skin.
is a monster we nurture with our own blood and then it gnaws at our bones.
is twists and turns.
is what we live.
is what we die for in the end.
is death.
is life.


.a.

12 comments:

  1. *is a monster we nurture with our own blood and then it gnaws at our bones.*


    thank you for this one Asbah..

    i am all scared now.. ;P

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  2. haha.. that was deliberate ;)
    some thing fearful should be there na after all ;)

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  3. oh My ...this is still more beautiful...!!!

    nice write up..!!!

    the last two lines made the post perfect...!!!

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  4. wow i love this piece totally amazing
    Asbah u better start posting more...i was missing ur writes :(

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  5. aww!!! thankyou sweet, you made me feel it deep down inside :P

    two posts in two days :D i am writing finally, yaays :P

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  6. fear is Aahat:D
    fear is Bandh Darwaza:D
    fear is Puraani Haweli:D

    on a more serious note...brilliant writing as always..esp these two:-

    # is when you wake from a sweet-dream to a nightmare, that leads to no further awakening !
    # is a monster we nurture with our own blood and then it gnaws at our bones.

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  7. Fear
    is death
    is life

    so damn true! Sigh!

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  8. Nice followup to Kajal's wrk! manifestations of one's fear in all its varied forms! luvd it! :)

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  9. CN, LOL! this is a good one too :D band darvaza and ahaat!

    Rash, Mav, Thankyou :)

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  10. i fear coming to lounge if the fear fest continues! :P

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