May 17, 2009

The intro of Moi :D



Assallam Aliekum (Peace be upon all)

I am known as Heena in the real and formal world; full name Heena Kausher Ansari, but in the virtual world and the world of those closely related to me call me Gul, Gulshan and then their creativity flows to the limit unimaginable. I don’t mind either of them.

I lived a blessed life of full 19 yrs and 6 days on this wonderful and marvelous earth. God has somehow always been kind to me. And my belief on Him just strengthens with every passing second. No, I am not a religious kind of person; in fact I started getting a little spiritual only a few months back. The right thing exactly at the right time happened to me. :)



My interest hovers on variety of topics; nation, politics, literature, science, people, religion, mythology, logics, random, and you can go on naming them. I am unpredictable even to myself. I fail to understand my emotion so much that at times strangers get me better than I can. But this thing doesn’t let me go down. I feel it’s the search for peace within me. And I get closer to my goal the more I get lost this way. After all to find the way you ought to get lost (abridged from to run you need to walk :D :P).

I try out every new thing I can and also which I can’t. My loved ones caption me as too experimenting and somehow I love the caption. :) I get deviated very fast. I may be speaking on something nd in an instant I ll change the topic. This is not how I get lost; this is something which once a friend told me happens because I have numerous of thought running in my mind and want to vomit them all, but have no control on them. I am learning. It helps and I love to learn.

But I hate studies. For the sake of formality I ll let you know I am studying CA. II have my exams due in June and I am here ;). And I belong to UP, never lived there; I have the extremely blessed fate of traveling and residing with people who take pledge to guard the nation :). Ya, I am patriotic too. A little too much. You dare not to stand when the National anthem goes on, and you are dead. Mind you.

I know I had to write not because I was born with any silver, gold, diamond pen but because I always knew my words on paper are a more of a mirror to my heart than the tears in my eyes. They always defined me, somehow completed me, they are the walking stick in old age, the oxygen which I breath, the cloak which covers me, they are my life.

The sand is running down the sand box। I have no time, literally. I don’t know much about me. It’s anyways something for others to know. So I ll stop myself *wondering who is gonna have the patience to read it full* :/.

My personal Blog : ☆☆~~My Innocent Paradise~~☆☆


P.S. I am so sorry not to comment on any post and come up wid my own post॥but i so much wanted to be in this intro league nd as soon as i get free i ll comment on the post too..mods,admins,owners pardon me for this pls..


P.P.S.nothing special about the pic..that's me in the real life :)

13 comments:

  1. we love u dearest !! believe me :)

    *hugs hard*

    walikumaslam va rehmatullah (may Peace and blessings be upon you too)

    we love your writes and though we miss you a lot we wont call you back before your exam, do it well, pass it! and come back a valiant soilder(ess) :P


    *sends prayers and wishes*

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  2. hellos dear !! u got really beautiful eyes :D !! ur true nature is revealed in them ... good lucks fr the studies and do ur family proud !!

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  3. welcome o gulshan....welcome...papers over?? time to get back on the lounge full time....yeyyyyyyy!! :-)

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  4. @asbah..thanks 4 d prayers..need em..badly...and love u 2 dear..

    @ prats...hehehhe min to sharma gayi....and i m tryin 2 study..somehow i feel d books hate me.. :/

    @sandeep...no d papers arent over....they are due in june :(

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  5. walekum as salam:)
    good reading abt ya n knowing abt u...can so relate with ur reaction when ppl do not stand on hearing the National Anthem...lotsa luck for ur eggjams:D
    ohh n belated birthday greetings..only 6 days late:D

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  6. YOU WANT TO LISTEN TO OFF ALL PERSONS P(R)ETTY HUH??..KEEP AWAY FROM HER AS SHE WILL MAKE YOU ENDING UP THE SAME WAY AS SHE IS AT PRESENT..

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  7. Hey I know you!! but so long i have known you and gulshan as different person.. LOL:D

    I have visited ur blog once and have read ur post about hijaab... i really loved it girl.. masha allah..

    Nice knowing you .. hope you do ur examz well.. insha allah :) take care..

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  8. whos SM :-@

    what u intend to say dude???

    @princess nuchu...well lotsa ppl hav dat confuson..i nearly created a virtual me on orkut :P :D ....but thanx to blogging,...the truth is out...:)

    glad that u liked d post :) and thanx 4 d prayers :)

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  9. NICE KNOWING YOU gul:)
    YOU MEMBERS ARE OUR LOUNGE'S BIGGEST ASSET....ITS OUR FAMILY AND WE REPRESENT OUR FAMILY BETTER THAN ANY1..
    WELCOME TO WL FAMILY
    THANKS AND LOVE,
    STE:)

    WILL BE BACK AFTER EXAMS :)
    GR8 GOING SANDEEP AND ASBAH AND ADMINS....GROUP HUGS

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  10. Crazy in love with writin', aint you?
    loved knowin' about you...n loved your eyes:)

    keep writin':)

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  11. Walaikum assalam !! Gulshan, How can I forget that u corrected me with the grammars in my first ever hindi poem!!
    anyways It was nice knowin' you..:))

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  12. hey heena sweetie pie. Nice knowing u.. Hmmm spiritually grown! tats a nice thing to know.May god bless u always.Loved about ur emotional swings.Typical girlie lines, Totally loved it..Cute pic..
    ur patriotism is appreciated girl.. keep ur thoughts flowing..
    Love u always.. :)

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  13. @ste...copy paste...

    @rose...yup m a cray..my practice notes have scribbles on soemthing or other in between my notes ;)

    thnaks 4 d compliment on eyes :">

    @hashan...oh u rem'ber me lik dat..*searches for a table to hide under it* :P

    @blossom blue..sprituality is something which connects u 2 real world..sorta insanity..and i love it :)
    thanks for teh compliments :)

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