A Girl Who Felt Ignored

Friends now am giving a try at a very serious tragic stry..... Forgive me if its horrible.....

The narrator of the story is the heroine.....


I've a boyfriend, Jack..... He is a childhood friend of mine nd have been only my friend for the past 8 years..... Only a month back i realised that i've fell in love with him..... I was so shy in revealing my love.... i was worried whether my proposal wll ruin the friendship between the two.....
But i took courage nd proposed him.... He didnt respond at al.....
From tat day on he was the only guy in my life..... But for him may be am just another girl.....

Me: Jack shall v go on to a movie tonight???
Jack: Nope
Me: Y u got somethin to study???
Jack: Nope have to visit a frnd of mine.....

He always does this..... But tat it was as if the sky was falling on me.....
The next day he didnt call at al.... I saw him in the corner of my street with a bunch of gals.....
I was so much filled with anger...... "How dare can he not come to movie with me nd be happy with his other gal friends???"

I saw tat happiness in his face.... it irritated me very much.....
I gathered courage nd dragged him from the group....

Jack: hey y r u behaving so oddly???
Me: hmmm
Jack:Wat dont drag..... spit it out.....
Me: well Jack I love u.....

He suddenly left the place to a nearby shop nd got me a doll.....

Me:Jack....
jack: dont speak a word..... Just take the doll nd head home....

He didnt respect my words..... The three words tat came outta my mouth were meaningless to him.....

Days passed.... I waited for him..... Daily he wopuld stop by my home nd give me a doll.....
Days went on nd on..... 100 days..... 200 days....
Then came my Bday..... I was expecting him to call me...... But in vain he didnt wish me at al.....
tat evening he came as usual to my home nd gave me the doll.......

Me: Jack wait
Jack: what??
Me: do u know wat day is today??
Jack: nope(he told cold heartedly)
Me:Ok leave it tel me "ilove u"
Jack: I cant tel a person tat i love her just like tat..... If u r so desperate to hear it then go for someone else.....

Daya passed again..... One day i got irritated to the core.....
He gave me the doll asusual.... But i threw in over the road nd scolded him very badly.....
He went to take the doll.... I told him to leave it as such nd quit the place.....
But he didnt.....
Wen he was about to take the doll,,,,

HONK HONK

He was hit by a lorry......
tats the last time i saw Jack alive......

After a month of crazy thoughts nd Psychic behavior i entered my room....
I started counting the dolls.... 1,2,3,.......483,484....
Took a doll nd hugged it to my heart.....
"I love u" sounded the doll.....
I took everydoll nd pressed them....
"I love u"
"I love u"
"I love u"......

I was very much filled with sorrow....
Then i took the last doll..... The 485 th doll..... The doll with blood stain....
I pressed the doll.....
"Jo Do you know what today is? We've been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn't say I love you.... Um... since I was too shy... If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that i love you... everyday... till I die... Jo... I love you..."

He loved me till his last breath..... Y God i was so rude to him...... I didnt understand his love.....
He can't be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute.......