* keep you busy in thinking about the past good days.
~you refuse to do so, keeping the task to be achieved in
*compel you to think about your"after paper plans"
~ you reject the coming thought on "paper first" basis.
*bring to your mind the pleasure of sleep and peacefulness
of night that would make you to dream good.
~ you revoke the attempt in order to keep pace with your
(several times updated) schedule.
*calmly, setting your mind on you have succeeded in getting
the damned devil out of your" busy in studies " mind, the
bloody devil , caressingly, makes you to follow " apperently"
your own idea of writing your thought on a page of diary.
~now what!! after all it lives in me since my birth, how the hell can't he know my weaknesses.
**you clever devil....you have won again and i " the poor victim" am a loser as always!!!