Have u ever, felt this way,
Wake up to a morning, dark and gray,
Everything around holds no meaning,
The purpose of your existence, itself humiliating!
Ever confused about what to do,
What is my purpose, I have no clue,
Every modicum of faith, leaving my soul,
My mind in a frenzy, as if in a whorl!
Every aspect of life is an illusion,
I have become so numb, there is no reaction,
People walk around me,their life on a roll,
I stand between them, a zombie on a stroll!
Where will I find my calling,
Is it some place far away,
Will I have to separate,
from people who helped me hold sway!
No one seems to understand,
what I am going through,
Its just another excuse for them,
For not pullling through!
If this inner turmoil stays as it is,
I see the end near, the only way to peace,
The only regret that I'll ever have,
is not knowing the reason why I lived!