Last Words!!!

Pre Script: Last Post!

Its dark all around,

Inspite of the blinding light,

I grope in the obsurity,

My heart thudding with fright!

I cannot come to terms,

With the fact that you are gone,

That you just don't love me,

Pricks in my heart like a thorn!

My joy knew no bounds,

When I thought you could be mine,

Foolish chimeras, I now know,

Castles of dreams, destroyed in a line!

I tread around in the rubble,

Hurt, bleeding from gashes deep,

But I ignore the ache in my heart,

Because I have a promise to keep!

I gave you my love, my life,

Thinking, it was all you could want,

Obtuse thoughts, I know they were,

Entangle you further with me, I can't!

I know you deserve better,

It was never gonna be me,

I just thought..........,

I just wish it could be!

I wanted you to win your battles,

Fight your demons, I wanted you to,

I just wished to be there for you,

To nurse your wounds, to heal you through!

Looking up at the azure sky,

I let you go today,

Set you free into the cirrus clouds,

Hoping you are happy this way!

My words were my life,

Etch them with my blood, I did,

But I am running out of it,

Some drying up inside me, some pooling at my feet!

Even in these final moments,

Hope, lurks in the depths of my soul,

That one day you would love me,

The belief, is enough to let my eyes close!

As I struggle to scratch these last words out,

My words fading with every stroke, with every ragged breath,

I want you to just know, to believe,

That in my dying heart you'll always remain........!

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I request the lounge admins to kindly delete my account from here. The small time that I have spent here has been the most memorable one. I have found people here who cared more for me, than my closest friends! And also much more! I cannot express in words how much i appreciate your friendship and your care! That you gave me an opportunity to put my work on display here and improve myself is something I will never forget! Thank you! Goodbye and Godbless! :)