Selfish Pursuit

Many things your eyes tell me
But it's just one I choose to hear
The Selfish pursuit of my heart, O Beloved
The friendship seems to disappear
Torn between two ends, I choose the end I most desire
Without thinking, if it's the same you want
I run towards what I just named
The Selfish Pursuit of my heart, O Beloved
I resolve not to be selfish
Be your true friend, without wanting anything more
But my heart wants something else more
A split of the mind with the heart, I have encountered before
But a split of the heart with the conscience, never before.
What shall I choose?
The Selfish Pursuit of my heart, O Beloved
Or the voice of conscience, like always before...