How amazed I am at my own self
How I had been living my life
How I let go all my happiness just in a short while
I kept looking for bliss where it wasn’t present
And when I didn’t get it I found everything unpleasant
Wherever I went I used to spread smiles
But now my own smile seems to be lost
I am loosing which I am loved and adored for
When did I became so hard I couldn’t decipher
Its high time I get back to my real self
I have asked enough, now I don’t need help
Nothing can make you smile
When your heart isn’t willing to do so
But now I am not gonna be like this anymore
I will fight and bring back the flow
Happiness is not outside but inside of you
Search for it if it’s not coming to you
My search in on..And things look brighter
I will soon bring back the feel good factor…
nice one..
ReplyDeleteits true.. if ur heart is not in it.. then what ever the situation u just cant make ur self do things.. it will be more like forcing oneself to do things..
but then again thats where the brain comes in to play.. and it makes u move on with u r life..
hope all is well..
Very truely said.. "Happiness is not outside but inside of you".
ReplyDeletePpl keep on searchin for happiness in d outside world, but they dont kno the simple fact tht its already inside us, untill n unless v dont search within ourselves, true happiness will nt reveal itself..
"Nothing can make you smile
ReplyDeleteWhen your heart isn’t willing to do so"...Sometimes you have to dear...the lines "Happiness is not outside but inside of you" and "I will fight and bring back the flow" really pick up the mood and reveal the fighting spirit within, thus saving the piece from becoming another of the sad musings. A great attempt. Everything will turn out fine dear. Just keep that fighting spirit burning within...smile!
this poem has lots of mixed emotions and it and even a conclusion.
ReplyDeleteit is fact that we switch from one mood to another, hormonal so we cany deny it. sometime it is so intense we really wonder if we are still us, but yes. no one's predictable, no one knows how will we realize in such and such situation..and it is what amazes us.
coming to the poem, yes we also lose what we love, thats called living charu :)
nice poem no wonder.
yes, genuine smile can only be seen when you are thoroughly happy!
i hope you find it soon :) amen.