Moodie's MOOD

FOR MUCH OF MY LIFE N MY BAD PEROIDS I BELIEVED MY THOTS WERE BEYOND MY CONTROL. THEY ENTER MY MIND AUTOMATICALLY N THEY DO WATEVER THEY WANT TO DO.
its not my case only like yesterday while talking to usman on messanger i felt the same thing. he was quite nice to me .but the last tym we had a chat god knows how we crashed on each other. surprisingly i asked him yestrday hey man is everything all right? u being so polite?
He answered me, '' look dat day u met another usman but this one me is different n real.''Dat day i wasnt in good mood n u had a bad impression of mine.
TRUE, it happens wid all of us... wat we are today depends in wat mood we are today.
its our thots and mood that makes our day n complements our action. even my mood swings has put me in trouble a lot many times.thankfully now i have discovered dat nothing cud be further from truth.we are not our thoughts instead we are thinkers of our thoughts.and we can change our thots if we choose to do so n our mood in the same way.
this seemingly was an epiphany for me. its just dat we have to give whole more concentration to the quality of thots we allow in our mind to enter.i hv tried my mind to focus only on positive n enlighteningthoughts. and in doing so i saw all other circumstances of my life changing too.
just as we are not our thoughts,we are not our mood too.earlier my mood used to be my master n it bends me the way it used to be. but after my trials for changing it, i have realized dat we are the creator of our mood n not our mood being the creator of us,wat we are!!
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