All this while ... and for What !

She protected herself from that

She had heard but she never tried

She believed that

'To try the doomed is to become an evil'

All this while 

she guarded the integrity

KEEPING IT SAFE 

by displaying animosity

Pure as anyone could be

Senile as anything could be

Escaping the stains while walking in the dark streets

She managed to remain spotless above all

But

All this while and for what

She asks herself now

She fell and fell so hard 

that scattered pieces are now hard for her to find

She sits and weeps

and continuously asks only one thing

All this while ... and for what !!