What Went Wrong?

Dear You,

I thought I understood you, I thought I knew you well enough already. I didn't think it'd be this hard.
I thought that if I wished hard enough, you'll love me. And I thought that if I loved you with my whole heart, you'd love me back too. I thought we were meant to be together, I imagined we would live happily ever after.

I really really thought so.

When things started to go wrong, I thought we could work this out, I wanted us to work this out. I always believed that as long as I had faith in you, in us, nothing is impossible.

Apparently, I was wrong. So very wrong.

Now, I really don't know what to do with you anymore. I already did everything I could, to try to save our relationship, I really did. But as you can see, we're going nowhere. It hurts me so much too, you know? We've known each other for years, I don't want us to end just like this.

But I can't hold on much longer. I'm tired. Sometimes, I don't want to think about you anymore, thinking about you always makes me sick. I want to scream at you, wish you away, or fold you up neatly and then lock you up in a drawer. I think I have had enough of you.

Oh, Mathematics... Tell me, what went wrong between you and me?

I can't love you anymore,
Nic.

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