Love... to most it's an expression...
to me it's a way of life which i can't live..
I've had so many crushes before(sorry princess Nuchu....wait a minute.. you've had loads too!!!)
but not one of them clicked.. you know you've had a dozen boyfriends/girlfriends before you actually settled down for one??
I feel kinda left out when my friends are in courtship... makes me kinda jealous..
But to see them go through that emotional phase.. makes me feel wise ( ah ahhah..i told you so!!)
But.. i skipped stage 1 and jumped directly to stage 13..
it's really crazy i tell you... got married at 19...(what were you doing when you're 19)??
Just think about it.. this ain't 1600 AD where marriages this early are common..
So you can roughly imagine what i'm going through and what i'm missing out on...(my youth)
Nonetheless, It's been 2 years since i got married, just turned 22, living an adult life and the only thing that drives me everyday is my one and only princess!!!
I can not express my love.. no matter how much i try... yet she knows i do deep inside..
i can't go any further because it's just not me.. but she's the best thing that ever happened to me...
There are no candle lit dinners, there are no waltzing, there are no sparks of romance...
Just this re-assuring feeling that we have each other no matter what..
She's not my wife... She is me..
I love you Nuchu!!!!!
May 19, 2009
I ain't someone who's popular or whatever and certainly ain't got hundreds of friends....and your model-type o' guy simplicity is the key to success i'd probably kill for a living... don't wanna be my friend..it's alreit.. but just make sure i'm not the last person you see... or else... the things we do and say are pre-planned, who we meet,fuck or kill..just the same... but... we choose to do it... what if we hadn't.. what would everything be like... ...Pinnacle of uncertainty, Whatever you do.. don't blame the devil he's a nice dude..somebody's gotta do some evil.. he just happened to be lil off at that time... between he believes in GOD too...