April 18, 2009

I wish



I wonder,
If things would have been different
Had you been here.
If I would be different,
If WE would be different.

But today,
I wish I could tell you how much I love you,
I wish I could tell you how much I miss you,
Even though you 
aren't close,
I wish you were.

The distance between is
Not something I can change,
Nor is what you feel about me,
But all I can do is love you
And hope that you feel the same.

But today,
I wish I could tell you how much I love you,
I wish I could tell you how much I miss you,
Even though you 
aren't close,
I wish you were.

Maybe you too are hoping
That you could be here,
Going for movies and out for dinner
(since you always hated cooking)
Maybe you 
don't .

But today,
I wish I could tell you how much I love you,
I wish I could tell you how much I miss you,
Even though you 
aren't close,
I wish you were.

You are the reason I exist!!!



This poetry is dedicated to my mom...Happy birthday, Ma!!!!! :)

I just can't come up with something new. I feel so blahed out. This is what I wrote a year back and it is still relevant for today. So, I'm just going to repost it. Sorry, Ma!

14 comments:

  1. it was beautiful dear!
    some words stand the test of time and they are as meaningful to be said every passing year then they were in the year gone by...
    I am sure she is so so proud to have you!
    :)
    god bless her and u!
    regards
    PULKIT
    (http://19goes20.blogspot.com)

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  2. Aw thanks Pulkit! That means a lot to me, especially today!

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  3. *A BIG HUG TO YOU RASH!!!*

    *YOU ARE HER ANGEL!!*

    *SHE LOVES YOU MORE THAN THE HEAVENS ABOVE*

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  4. *hugs rash*

    who wldnt be proud of an angel like u svthrt...she must b very happy...

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  5. Hugs from me too... i know it wasnt expected but seriously....i was actually deciding shud i shud i not...... u know y.. but then, i jus cudnt help it...

    She IS proud of you.
    (guess how much tym i tuk to ryt this...!)

    Anyway...bless you girl...Stay happy.

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  6. @ Kaju,
    Thanks babe! :) Angel or not, I'm hers! :D

    @ Ste

    Thanks :D:D

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  7. @ Shwe,

    :D Love you girl :D I hope she is happy wherever she is!

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  8. @ Nik,

    Awww! Thanks...I know how long it must have taken. How much of thought must have gone in while typing one single statement. But thanks and not just for that one statement :)

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  9. mothers are never far .. think of all the good things people do for you.. its her wishes dear !! God bless you :)

    Love ya !

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  10. Love you too Prats.. Sometimes writing just puts everything into perspective and it doesnt hurt much anymore!

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