August 25, 2008

May B THIS is d DAY of my new future

Today was the day which lead me to some deep thinking widin me.um not dat sure bout this feeling but for sure my words are colliding wid my very own thots,my actions are not being complementary WID my words. um devastating my very own ideologies just for the sake of moving on. i know neither um right nor um wrong but their is something for sure dat is not in equilibrum wid my mind.One must move on in her or his life .but is this only reason logical enough for confronting my this deed of action?? was this an hour of need?? or just my girlish n amature nature?

yeah um toooo confused .shud i carry on wid wat going on?

Its not just falling in love nor bout my commitments.but its just dat if others r happy in their deeds then y shudn't i be? but sometyms i do wonder how can one fall in love wen he /she is already in love.

NEHA my frein..........wat she is asking me for ,um ready to give but still um not sure. but i must agrre that things are making their own way.....some topics which were left unsolved suddenly came to my forefront. n everything after dat wasnt in my hand.enthusiasm;nervousness;happiness ,curiosity ....a mixed fruit juice of my feelings.i hv startd believing in omens now. from feew days my left eye was blinking badly n hey my mom says its a good sign. i thot may be this can be a sign of my clearence of pmt. but now i hv startd feeling may b that was for this reason.hmmmnnmmm um not taking any decision nor um thinking so hard .; leaving everything on my destiny

yesterday i read smwhere ,'' gravitation is not the cause for falling in love''. i don knw y this line clickd me .

leaving this behind....again aftr reading 'A' PROFILE.....it hurted badly...everyday i c n everytym i feel a setback.

Choices are in my hand nd adjustments too? but is this worth for making such a big change in my idealisation dat has occupied for so long. lel c wat happens in my life........keepin fingers crossed!!

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1 comment:

  1. gravitation is not the cause for falling in love'

    thsi is something I'll have to think abt...will get back to u later

    welll...as for the post, thou u seem to be a popular writer in the lounge, this is the 1st post of urs tat m reading...and it was actually VERY GOOD..

    recollection of one's own thots is wat i do and blog...so was able to relate to urs...well written..

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